Headless Chicken.

Friday, 27 November 2009 @ 2:32 PM

Run baby run. Run like you dont know where you're headed. Bonus points for banging the wall.


A lot of things to do, but dont know where to start. This freedom is not unfamiliar to me, but the activities sure are. I didnt have this problem last year, where everything just fell into place, passing me seamlessly into Results day.

I'm liking this free leash of life, but something tells me I need to find a job. It's not even a want, but that I need to - for some reason. It prolly helps to pass time too.


Its all in the previous posts.

Maybe, just maybe...

Tuesday, 24 November 2009 @ 11:01 PM

I should try to be more 'human'. Probably should not despise retarded ppl so much, not hate distasteful music so much, bitch so much about incorrect grammer and stuff and come out of my comfort zone.

The thing is that it's hard. The moment you will yourself to not think about it, or to turn for the better, one bloody retard has to appear/ one new fail song has to be released/ one egregious spelling error appears/ etc.

So on my road to enlightenment, I shall:

1. Not curse and cuss so much.

2. Just leave things be.

3. Close one eye always.


P.s. Down & Love, Me are nice songs. Like really, really.

The scales are tipping - the other way.

@ 1:04 AM

Prom. Yeah, it was alright. passable I guess. I went there for the experience, and I gained a few lessons.

1. I abhor crowds or socialising.

2. I hate social activities; things that make you move around and stuff.

3. I love music.

4. I dislike grooving to music.

5. I want a sound-proof room so that I can blast my music in the future.

6. I am contemplating a change into the music form of career.

7. I dont fit into this world.

8. I am worried for my future life - career wise.

9. I have a high tolerance level.

10. I dont succumb to temptation easily.

11. I dont really like taking pictures.

12. I should learn to tolerate stupid people more.

13. I should learn to refine my actions.


That's the shitload I learnt after prom. Go figure.

I kind of wished you were here.


I need to get some social skills, and get more friends.


Bai.

Hai.

Monday, 23 November 2009 @ 2:40 AM

This blog post is just to show that I'm still alive and kicking.

The afterdays.

Friday, 20 November 2009 @ 6:22 PM

It'z boring days ever since Os ended. I'd have very much preferred the hectic rush, and spending time crapping, rather than mapling all day now. Granted, the studying wasnt what I wanted. Yet to find a job, and running low on patience.


5 more months of holidays. How to pass em?

Light bulbs are not actually "light bulbs" but dark absorbers. When you turn them on, they suck the dark out of the room. You can prove this by holding your hand under a "light bulb". The dark will stack up under your hand where its path to the absorber is blocked by your hand. When they quit working and turn a dark color, it's not because they burnt out, it's because they're full.

It's holidays - OFFICIALLY!

Thursday, 12 November 2009 @ 2:49 AM

WOOHOO! It's alllllllll over! Exams? What's that? Can eat?


Shiok. Most of my subjs were passed with relative ease, others fraught with difficulties.

And fuck chinese. I did shit for it, except for sleeping in the exam hall and doing something epic.

When I saw the composition question for Paper 1, I knew I had to do it.

你一度失去信心，后来又一件事让你重拾信心。试把这件事写出来。

It translates to:

You once lost your confidence, and you regained it back after an incident. Write out how it happened.

So I wrote:

我一相(sic)来对华文考试没有信心，但我看了这题，我突然信心十足。

Which translates to:

I've always had no confidence in Chinese exams, but upon seeing this question, I was suddenly filled with confidence.

Yes, I only wrote that long. I wonder how many marks I can get. Creativity marks plox?


So now, it's all maple and dota. And work, if I want to be able to go for prom and partehsssss.

K back to "work". TTYL

It's holidays - unofficially!

Saturday, 7 November 2009 @ 4:55 PM

I declare my exams over. No more studying and waking up thinking of what subjs are coming up next. Now it's all dota and maple; not like it wasn't this way before exams. I only have to go back to school for 4 more days now, and I'm free of it, for sure this time.


Really, risks are there for you to take. Why else do they present themselves to you time and again?
Whatever the outcome, you'll be glad you took the risk. I'm sure.


Blue hair, blue hair, blue hair.

Just like clockwork.

Monday, 2 November 2009 @ 6:59 PM

Today was probably the best day of all the test days I've been through.

I studied the most for the subjects I was going to be tested today; Chem. And I sure did not disappoint myself, except for a minor blip. There was SS too, with which I was spot on with my topic-spotting.


I studied from 12pm Sunday afternoon to 5am Monday morning, for mostly SS.

I wonder really why this year all the schools wanted to spot venice. Predictably, it didnt come out.

Chem was total easy shit, but I friggin lost 2 marks due to carelessness. Must be the lack of sleep.


1 MORE DAY TO THE END OF OS!

A feeling of victory and uncertainty.

Friday, 30 October 2009 @ 12:32 AM

Hai, I'm in the midst of Os. Truth be told, this year is much less hectic than last year. I still have time to dota (just did a few minutes ago), maple (just did a few hours ago) and surf the net. That's not to say I'm flunking my Os yet again. In fact, this year, I'm very much confident of securing an excellent result.

The thing that I fear is that my english does not get an A1 and the same goes for my Comp studies.
I'm also praying that my hair does not get caught in the midst of an exam. It's darn long but I'm not going to cut it until the end of Os.


Help, I'm bored now.

The start of it all.

Monday, 26 October 2009 @ 11:51 PM

HELL IS UPON ME. Okay, not really, but you get my drift. Studying sucks.

Laz talk about english. I'm confident I will pass, but I am not sure that I will get an A1 for sure. I did all the shit I could, so the rest is up to fate.


I'm confident of Comb Sci & Comp Studies, which will more or less guarantee half my trip to poly. I'm darn motivated and driven to get into poly now. Fuckfuckfuck. No way am I staying back again.




I'm confused. Like really. It's not everyday you have to think like this. I want to know too, but I know the answer is far from me. I will if you will.