Incomprehensible Confusion.
Woke up roughly 1 hr ago after ard 14 hrs of sleep. Couldn't understand why. Same as other things that are frustrating me aft thinking so hard, yet the answer can't seem to materialise. For one, I wonder if I am a bad person to be with, such that ppl would die from poisoning or stuff like that. Or maybe its in my blood to be like that, destined to be alone. Or maybe I don't count as a person at all, cause I am so imperceptible in some ppl's eyes. Blessed with friends who exchanges greetings, but devoid of one that I can pour my troubles to, and that person would understand. My persona changes according to the person I am with, and also there will always be things that have to be concealed as secrets in the presence of different ppl. It's like having to put on a facade which is totally not the true me. It makes life so vexing.
I shall see what it takes to push me to my limits. For now, I will remain nonchalant. Kudos to the guy who created Life. It sucks truly.
Life is fucked upLabels: Personal, Random
Blogged at 5:07 pm