Let the light fall.
Been spending my time unwisely recently, an action which makes my mind regret, but not my heart. Hope I dont live to regret it.
I love Pshop for the fact that many, infinite, things can be modified, created, removed and integrated. I still have a lot to learn, even aft learning so much, it still never fails to amaze me with its repertoire of tricks up its sleeve. Out of time to do Pshop recently, up to now. So, it will have to remain as sporadic postings of works, for I dont have much time until my life decider; the Os.
Yet another colour.
Aha! This is a random work. With it, I found out how to apply a vignette easily.
I nid a picture of a person to work on, any volunteers? No fault shall be attributed to me for any mutilation, dismemberment, or destruction of anything.
(I know there are many pictures of ppl online, but I prefer to work with something that is not professionally taken; since there aren't much chances in the future of such things happening.)
I have this feeling that I MUST be superior to others, else I wouldn't be happy. Perhaps due to my competitive streak.
I find that perceptions of me dont seem so positive, probably due to my attitude + laziness. Been the same to most whom I have talked to. Pri sch fren said I was egotistical (wth?), sec sch fren said I was selfish and lazy. Prema still think of me as the wouldn't-do-hmwk type. I take them in my stride of course. But sometimes it is hard for myself to know what I have done wrong, even with the benefit of hindsight. Even tho I have changed, my perceptions still remain the same, guess it must be the leopard-never-changes-its-spots mindset.
I am wondering: How am I supposed to rid myself of the passiveness that's bugging me. It aint easy, for I am an introvert.
Hurray! Meeting up with pri sch frens this coming sat. Still missing pri sch, even tho some of it is lost. I dont even rmb distinctly how the sch looks like! >_< Shall relive all my memories this Sat.
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