Ten Black Roses.
Monday 29 September 2008
Life is like a boat in the bottle
Try to sail, You can't with no air
Day by day it only gets harder
Try to scream but nobody cares
Through the glass you see the same faces
Hear the voices play like a drum
When your life's a boat in a bottle
You're surrounded, drifting alone
Don't leave me now
Stay another day
With me
When you're sad, and no-one knows it
I'll send you black roses
When your heart's dark and frozen
I'll send you black roses
Far away we wait for each other
I'm still on that road to nowhere
Kiss yourself for me in the mirror
Tie a black rose into your hair
Don't lose your faith
Share another night
With me
When you're sad and no-one knows it
I'll send you black roses
When your heart's dark and frozen
I'll send you black roses
Ten Black roses
Ten Black roses
Life is like a boat in the bottle
Try to sail, you can't with no air
Day by day it only gets harder
Try to scream but nobody cares
When you're sad, and no-one knows it
I'll send you black roses
When your heart's dark and frozen
I'll send you black Roses
Ten black roses
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Not showing anything doesnt mean I dont care.
I do, just that I keep it inside of me.
It's time to strike back.
I know however much I try, I wouldnt be able to put it down.
I'm back.
Aft days of mugging emaths, I only seem to improve slightly.
But it's okay, a wee bit of progress is still progress.
Climax coming soon, prepare to watch the showdown!
Watch me.
Blogged at 9:41 pm
I <3 English.
Sunday 28 September 2008
Imba English.
Okay, back to maths.
I dont take vinegar.
Blogged at 2:23 pm
An analogy of lives.
Sunday 21 September 2008
This is naize.
Finally I can put my full effort into studying, no distractions whatsoever.
But first I would like to continue my rant about how this world sucks.
I watched a commercial recently, about babies competing to see who is cuter, blah blah blah.
The thing is competition starts as early as birth; ppl are competing for the first baby born of the year. Wonder what's the prize for that.
Nothing i bet, unless you count the bragging rights that you and ur child will own.
You will like say, "Oi dont play play ok, my child is the first baby of 2012 hor~!" and the child to his classmates, "I am older than all of you, now get lost."
I dont see how being older by a mere few months can make you more mature or less retarded.
Even if you are the first in that, but if you are a retard, that's obviously nothing to be proud of.
And the competition goes on, as a toddler, learn piano, latin, french, spanish, english, chinese, japanese ... you get my point.
Talent gives you a headstart, fuelled by kiasu-ism.
I am lazy to continue.
Just imagine how it would be like for everyone to be retarded and living like in the stone ages.
Now now, a random thought came to me just.
I was thinking how our lives are related to our handphones.
Take it that the volume of our phones are the potential that we have.
Some ppl have immense potential, like me, and that it's not unusual for ppl to want to compare with each other, to compare the loudness, the potential and abilities in this case.
For now I am like possibly at low volume, and if someone comes along with their high volume and compares, it would be unfair isnt it?
It's like sometimes ppl dont like to use their phones to blast, they find it irritating.
That's what I am trying to say.
Not showing your potential doesnt mean you dont have potential.
It's just a matter of when.
And the time is now.
Suck on it.
Bugger snapping at your heels.
Blogged at 11:02 pm
Day of the bads.
Friday 19 September 2008
Today is such a bad day. Late for school, a English timed piece, incomplete graduation vid, and now a sucky night when I dont feel like working on the vid. There are saving graces too tho, extension of submission of graduation vid, laughters and some pictures. Argh, let's hope tmr brings something new.
I love to fly before I can walk. I am not the person who uses the basic stuff to do things. I start off real big, but sometimes its too big for my head. At least I made a correct gamble to choose to fly instead of walking. Sony Vegas over Windows Movie Maker, Photoshop over MS Paint, customised desktop over the default and the list goes on...
The graduation vid is getting on fine, just that loads of pictures are needed, even aft some reconstruction. Hurhur, my studying is delayed one week due to the graduation vid, but I am not regretting it, just that if only it came to me earlier, I would have done a better job with it as compared to that of the present.
Poof!
How much is that doggy by the window? The one with the waggly tail.
Blogged at 11:30 pm
If you are a retard, and have done something great, the fact remains that you are still a retard.
Tuesday 16 September 2008
I hate it when people try to hard to be what they are not and it further enlightens me on what stupidity really is.
There are some in my class, others not, but they all have something in common to me - they have the ability to piss me off.
There have been a mugger who have risen above the rest. Benedict he is, it's like so fucking absurd, in that if mugging could get me my As, then what is the fun in this world? Overly pragmatic world, nothing but grades, marks, certificates, diplomas and degrees. This is the reason why realists are more sought after in this world as compared to idealists. Correct me if I am wrong. If only there is some sort of a idealistic world, however small, it would be so great.
English results only revealed on monday. I'll be waiting till then, for the only prelim results which I have worked for, albeit only a lil.
Vinegarial rage.
Blogged at 11:19 pm
Fuck this.
Sunday 14 September 2008
Forget it.
I had intented to flame my family, but cooled down before I hit the publish button.
The animosity is still there, however.
It's like they are commenting on things that they dont even understand, chi retaking, why I use the comp, etc.
Made decent progress on the graduation vid and am looking forward to its completion.
Some issues to be ironed out and it's done.
I Hate This World.
Daydreaming at night.
Blogged at 9:49 pm
The last post.
Friday 12 September 2008
This will probably be my last post before I go hardcore mugging.
Maybe I will pop in once in a while to update myself, but that will probably be brief.
Shoot me if you want, but miss me.
I seriously am striving to get into NP, which is lying heavily on my maths grade.
Fail and I can just kill myself.
Prelims, prelims and more prelims. The only results I am interested in are English, SS and Sci. Those are the only subjs I truly put my effort into doing.
The rest can just go to hell for now.
Finally I got something decent to do; a video.
If I succeed, I can proudly claim another skill into my repertoire.
I still want to do song mashing, and if I am motivated enough, coding.
There are like 10000 more things I wanna do, but I gotta leave them be till the end of the year, where time is abound, for you to do everything you ever wanted.
So i shall bid farewell (not now) to this blog until the end of my Os', or perhaps earlier, depending on how free I am.
Ciao.
I have done it~!
Blogged at 1:02 pm
Home no more.
Monday 8 September 2008
Today's papers suck.
I didnt study for emaths at all, but still did it nonetheless.
I doubt I will pass it tho.
Who cares anyway, bullshit to the gauging of standards, when I have yet to start on my maths revision.
Chem paper was a killer, physics not so much.
*Crosses fingers*
Hope I can pass science.
Just felt like posting some pictures, not of me, just to look back at the stark difference between pri and sec sch.
I would love to go back to my pri school, but I dont think another chance will present itself.
Zhengwen worhzszx, so cute leh.
Let's look at Ann Soon when he was in pri one.
Pri 6.
P.s the guy in the bg looks familiar but I dont rmb his name.
Heh. Easily the best teacher I had without questions.
Took charge of nearly all our subjs. IMBA!
I hate going home, when it's like distracting me from studying at all.
Super un-conducive.
Darn it.
I hurt my heel this aftnoon.
Gotta go prepare for my A in English now.
See you soon.
Hi!
Blogged at 11:31 pm
Zombie's life.
Wednesday 3 September 2008
Been spending my days lifelessly.
One day I will just die right in front of my computer.
If there is something interesting for me to do, to pass my boredom, engage my sleeping cells, and stay away from my computer, I would gladly put down my mouse and go for it.
This "pokeball-like" thingy is damn interesting, a browser,with features which made me drop firefox, for now.
But till the time I chuck this into the bin, there will be loads of fun, hopefully.
The only thing that I dont really like is that this browser doesnt allow you to choose what to do with the downloaded file.
Heh, listened to dozens of random songs, fuelled by boredom, over and over again.
Gonna stick them into the phone once it gets back.
I cant wait for it, I cant live with the substitute, not even bothering to keep it on.
HAH! I finally realised what kind of a person I am.
Presumptuous.
Know-it-all.
It's funny when you see someone who mirrors you.
It's as though you are looking at urself. That's what just happened to me.
But I dont think I am obstinate - yet.
So that person I met is one way or another a retard.
But I am not.
Chew on it.
All I am doing is wait.
Blogged at 6:39 pm
