FUCK! I want to turn back time. This is one instance when I'd rather give up everything and have all my songs back. This comp can go kill itself (not now). I connected my phone to it and poof! All my songs became air. If only this could work with retards. So right before my eyes, 236 songs of mine disintegrated into nothing. The cleverer thing I did was that I del'ed the backup I had on my comp, because I wanted to update the backup. Nice try, now everything is gone. At least I still have my good (read: blurry) memory of the song titles and my ingenuous brain (no, I am not joking here) to count on. So barely 3 hours after, I got half my songs back, and I have mapped out the probable places the rest of my songs may be hiding. Still, this is one bad experience of wasting my time where I should have been trying to stuff all the notes into my brain, not that they will fit. For those songs I cant find, bound to be some due to my unique taste for music, sayonara. Off to grind out some memory juice.
Thought of so many things to do aft Os. OH THE BLISS!
Oh, and good luck for Os. No, I didnt just say that to you, I said that to myself.
Blogged at 10:31 pm
What for have a panic button??
Monday 20 October 2008
Today's Chem paper was relatively easy, not very but still manageable. Careless here and there, but think still can clinch a B, at the very least. And it all came from 1 day of mugging. My studying style reminds me of something - Touch 'n Go. It's like retrieving all the information I need for that subject and study like crazy, then drop it aft it's done. It will bring me somewhere.
Maths, Maths, Maths and more Maths. That's numero uno on my priority list to study. Failing it can bring me to only ITE, a place definitely not for me. Tmr's gonna be a good day to unleash all the juice in my brain. Moderate memorisation and heavy writing makes for a day's work for a genius. Yes, that's me. ME. No one is denying me that fact.
Gonna be praying that the rest of the papers are like Chem, with some pitfalls but not too deep. Time to mug Comp Studiessssssssssssss.
I see the facade.
Blogged at 5:22 pm
Where's the panic button?!
Monday 13 October 2008
I think I will be so screwed in the coming Os.
I have yet to study any shit or even sort out my notes and stuff.
I still trust that I can make it through the storm, but sometimes trust doesnt get you anywhere.
Moreover, I have been eating Mac for the past few days until I got sick of the taste of fries.
It was nice initially until I gained 5 kg.
Whenever there is a group study session, it fails to fulfil its purpose, even in a small group.
It's like trying to study in WWII.
I need to prep myself for the late nights I am going to have.
Fly fly fly~
Blogged at 9:44 pm
Pure disappointment and nostalgia.
Friday 10 October 2008
This video was bound with red tape today, and I have accommodated and edited to adhere to it, but not a shit of respect was given, at least play it to the end, rather than stop the video halfway. I made the video not for it to entertain ppl. I did it to show what I am capable of, to surpass myself and to take up the basics of video editing. The assembly made it seem like it was a prelude to something bigger. Talk about recognising students' efforts.
The last day of school. I feel sad, not because I like this sch to bits, but that I love the ppl housed within, the sparks of life. It has been a blessing that I managed to land in the fourth class of every year; 1/4, 2/4, 3/4 and 4/4. I do have some regrets on things that I have not done, but it's too little too late. 4/4 is not that good a class, hence I am neither proud nor unhappy to be in it. Somehow, I am starting to feel that I am going to miss my friends in this place, where we met by fate, bound by destiny and separated by time.
Lovely Binocularz.
Masterpiece
BEST teacher.
4/4 ftw and ftl.
WARNING! This picture doesnt show that I am a paedophilez.
The end of my journey in sec 4 will be marked on a high, and the sky's the limit. Soon, I dont have to stay any longer in this school, for good and bad. Let's hope our paths will cross again in time. I just love how much friends are worth.
Friends are people who know the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the lyrics.
Blogged at 11:58 pm
Exploit all the time left.
Sunday 5 October 2008
I had a scare when my comp "died" on me. It had to be yesterday among so many others, when I have to edit the video, sadly, but Celine and Tunli talked their ways through to minimal change, fortunately. I have been on this since my comp came back at 1am today. Shucks, this is what happens when you have an "extraordinary" video.
I have 2 mountains of topics of all my subjs to study on, and it's not letting up with the mock exams that occupy our curriculum time. This shit will be over in a few weeks. Have been spending more time in sch than at home recently, and I really hope it will pay off.
