Surprises of surprises.
Kewl man. O lvl results were truly mind-blowing - literally.
First of all, I fucked it all up.
Second of all, I didnt get A1 for my english! That's seriously out of this world.
Thirdly, I have no, I repeat, NO fucking distinctions.
I have no idea what kind of results that is. I am reaping the seeds I sown previously, but I dont think I deserve this kind of shit. I'd have alr been happy if there was just a A1 for my english. Just that is enough, even if I fail all my other subjects. At least then, I can live up to my own expectations. But wtf, it became a B3. This, I find, is one of the biggest ignominy I've faced.
So, with my bullshit results, comes more dilemmas than what a normal student would have. I'd have to choose between Poly, retake, or ITE. Obviously, the last one is out for sure, somewhere I wouldnt go even if I had to die. So, my plan is to submit the JAE thingy. If nothing comes out of it, retake. Looking on the bright side, if I retake, I will have a chance to get an A1 for my english. That sounds spiffing.
I am both happy and sad upon receiving my results. Sad because I did way below par, all the above reasons I mentioned. Happy because I get to dye my hair if I dont retake, and also because I dont have to look at that bloody Steven Tay's face any longer.
SGC, CCA cert, and results were fucked up. I'd like to know how it can get any worse.
One babystep at a time.
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