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My name is Chuz.
Or you could call me Zenn.

I'm a computer & chilli addict :D

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Number 200!

I cant believe I managed to slap 200 posts on this blog already. And it's only 18 months old. Granted, not all posts are insightful or as long as a anything-you-want, but 200 it is.


I am content with my life. Not happy, not sad, but in the middle. I have stashes of virtual treasure which no one can steal from me, extensive knowledge of technology and a fucking nice theme to boot. Would be happier if my computer were a monster. Would be sadder if I didnt have a computer. Actually, I think I cant even live without a computer.


Been drinking loads of bubble tea recently, almost everyday. I happen to be drinking my second bubble tea for today as I type; Vanilla milktea if you want to know what. The taste actually sucks, but I like the cocococococonut jelly. Yum yum. I'm going to drink ice blended everyday for next week, prolly excluding weekends(because I'm lazy to walk to the shop).


An hour and a half more to sleep and wakey to do my long overdue homework. To be honest, I am quite looking forward to school, partly due to the bubble teas but more so due to the fact that there is going to be English lessons. :O


Status quo?

Abundant time on hands.

For people with a lot of time on their hands, try this.

Controls are left and right to navigate.

Up and down to rotate.

Space to speed up the drop.

Have fun.
p.s. I only made it to 1/4 the page.

update: Took me 23 mins to make 1 line. 1 fucking line. Can you beat my high score of 20? Betcha cant.

Introverts make up about 60% of the gifted population but only about 25-40% of the general population.

Screw sleep.

It's what I've been going through for the past few days. I've been sleeping in the afternoons, and waking up at the strike of midnight, and staying awake until the afternoon, rinsed and repeated for three days. At least today is better, I managed to catch winks at 6am, but I woke at 8am. So here I am at this unholy hour in the day, where I would usually sleep in. Blast insomnia.


Havent done a piece, a single piece, of homework yet. Prolly will do so, when I get past all the movies I just downloaded.


Just finished 3 movies of the few I downloaded. Not too bad, but I doubt it can keep me awake until 10pm.


I am feeling as though I had an overdose of caffeine. Physically okay, but my head feels super heavy. Shaking my head repeatedly doesnt seem to help. Help?


I am critical, get on with it or gtfo. No one said you have to listen if you dont like it. I didnt put a gun to your head.

I'm normal, everyone else needs adjusting.

I talked about a regime. I tried, but failed epically. I am awake but, not doing my work. K enough of that. Not in the mood anw.


To everything, there is bound to be a limit. In computer studies, I've learnt that, normal data is normal and valid, as it suggests. Extreme data is valid, but bordering on the line of invalidity. Abnormal data belongs to the land of absurdity. Right now, it has progressed from normal to extreme, and god knows when it will move on. If it does, so will I. Rest Assured.


I cant wait for time to pass, when I will be able to move on from this school. It's long overdue really. Not that I'm working any harder for it. Still, I believe. Good luck.

You Gives Me Hope.

I had a crazy morning today.
I stumbled upon Adelind's blog, and it in turn brought me to GMH, a new but hugely inspiring website.
And it drove me to do a good deed, or to say, make the day of people.
Together with my partner in crime, Valyn, we went to a carpark and wrote notes to the owners of the cars.
"You're AWESOME!", "Have A Great Morning!", "Smile More" and "Have an Awesome Day Ahead" are some examples.
Too bad the post-it notes werent satisfactory. Another operation will be in the works. I love to see people smile!

Talked about several stuff, a great conversation overall.

Sweated like a pig while walking home.


I feel life is playing a prank on me. It does not have to happen this way. Nor does it have to stop the start this way. Now I'm thinking different - a whole lot different. Just hope it will turn out fine.


Nothing else alr. Bai.

It has yet to change, even now - I hope.

Been making a lot of trips out of home recently. Ranging from random trips to the market nearby to trips to malls. Breath of fresh air.


Ok laz talk about yesterday. Rotted at home until 5, went out for a movie with Wanyi - Drag Me to Hell. N1 sia, I was actually quite sceptical of watching a horror show, not that I will scream, but that I will think too much, which in effect leads to insanity. Turns out to be a trip worthwhile, as the movie was quite nice to say the least; thumbs up to the storyline and character portrayal.

We went for a short stint in the arcade, which reminded me of the time Joshua and Grace played this shooting game tgt and made me laugh my ass off. LOL @ total failure in DDRX. I failed at it as much as I would at Audition. Luckily I didnt threw much of my face away. Played other games before hopping on the bus home. And someone stole my wallet :(


In 2 days, I am going to start on a regime to adjust to studying for Os. This will, however, not means no dota or msn. It does constitutes an irregular timing for being online. Good luck to me.


Perhaps, I may be changing, and I will say, it will be all thanks to you. I will not be sorry then.


I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTY! Anyone up? And what a joke I will be, when I watch transformers just for 1 song; New Divide.

Don't believe a word.

Can't really post an accurate account of stuff, cause my brain is pretty clouded now by emotions.


First off, if you have yet to notice, I've changed my blogskin; for better or for worse, I dont care. Fully compatible with IE 8, FF 3, Chrome 2, Opera 9, Safari 4 and Lunascape 5.


Finished what's prolly the first 1k words essay I've written. Could have been much better and longer with more time.

A little something that happened to me on the way back to school to submit the essay. Ccb I was walking past Bobohut when I saw this horizontally-challenged guy retardedly squinting at me. I repeat, he wasn't even discreetly just looking, he was bending forward to squint. Must be blind or smth. So I looked back at him, thinking he was someone I know. First look, k no dont know him. Second look, k confirm no. Apparently he got offended by me looking at me, that he shouted,"Wah simi lan jiao" aft I walked past. I would have fucked him with my words upside down right there was I not in a rush for time.


I really feel like picking a fight with someone right now. Like fuck all the retards in the world. _|_ goes to you from yours truly.


Daydreaming Daydreamers ftw.

I'll stake everything.

Singing a different tune.

I want a change of heart.


I want to really prove that I can study. And fuck am I going to lay down a regime to set my record straight.


7pm: Eat

8pm: Study

10pm: Sleep

3am: Study

7am: School


I think that will take place starting from the last week of the hols.


Some excerpts from my life today. Slept at 4am this morning, and woke up successfully at 8.30am, but fell back to slumberland. So very coincidentally, I woke up at 11am, the time my lesson ended. Slacked until 2.30pm, and went to catch a movie with Wanyi, the Land of the Dead Lost. Walked around with 3 bodyguards; Evan water, Faggrison and Zucurry. Super ineffective, got lost in Popular. FAIL plz.

Super bloated today. Drank like Watermelon Milktea, Peppermint Redtea and Blueberry drink. First time I drank so much water I guess.


Is that the only thing to talk about? The intention is clear, but it's ignored. I wonder what to make of this.


We belong to the seas.

It aint an excuse, it is a reason.

Several things to blog about, but not necessarily a long post.


Havent really been well since I came back from f&n camp. Feeling kinda weird. The reason is easily pinpointed, but I am not willing to resolve it just yet. Not really my kind of life.


HIGHLIGHT OF YESTERDAY: English enrichment

I didnt go for the first session and so the conversation goes.

Note: This is not word for word.


Him: Come. Why weren't you here yesterday?
Me(nonchalantly): Oversleep.
Him: It's overslept.
Me: Kay kay.
Him: Why did you oversleep?
Me: I had camp the previous day. It was an eye-sou-lay-terd incident.
Him: It's eye-ser-la-terd.
Me: *shrugs* (cause I hear no difference)
Him: So did you have a good sleep?
Me: I dont know.
Him: Then did you have a good dream?
Me: I dont know.
Him: Bad dream?
Me: No.
Him: K, go back first. I am deciding if I should accept your excuse to give you the notes.
Me(turns back to seat): It's a reason, not an excuse.


So that was the brief face-off I had just when we first met. I am anticipating something more in the coming days, but I am not hopeful.

He is well-read, knowledgeable, but it ends there. He knows what he's teaching, and I seek to benefit from this, but perhaps not a good relationship with him; a no-relationship would be ideal.


I'm freaking loving Psychology now. When 2 fighting parties have threats against each other, nothing is going to work out. In resolving a conflict, you have to force communication and remove the threats. At least that's what I read.

I'll leave when the wind blows.

YES I'M OUT OF THAT HELLHOLE. I DONT HAVE TO FUCKING STAY THERE TONIGHT!

The f&n camp was not too bad for a start, fun and enjoyable, but obviously I didnt go for the camp for those purposes. After several trials and tribulations (grossly exaggerated), I managed to convince my way out of there. But I got a really HUGE task ahead of me; finish the coursework by tonight. No more sleep again sigh.

Kk something on the f&n camp. Supposedly started at 3pm, but slacked until 5pm before planting myself in the comp lab (but even then I have yet to start on my work). So I think I did pieces of work here and there, not really accomplishing much. The fatigue carried over from ytd made me stone until 11pm, when all hell broke loose. Someone's grandfather brought supper from his zi char stall, and hell was it nice. From there, it was basically Youtube and shit, nothing much again. At least I managed to accomplish something worth mentioning; I learnt how to play RA3 in 1 fucking day. Now that's something.

LOL I just got a pleasant surprise upon opening my coursework.

Hi Chu Ming! This is command central stating that you are by far the best candidate and the most quiet of all the participants in today’s camp. Therefore, I would like to extend our wishes in your studies

That's like when someone (no idea who) used netsupport to type that.


Went home at 9am and sleep all the way to 3pm. Good job missing geog, english and maths.


Time to get my mind off it. The more I think, the more frustrated I get.


What you are doing is making me feel less. Perhaps it's just me, but I think the sad ending will be imminent.

Indeed.


Look me in the eyes.

Awake for nuts.

I could have been snoring sleeping in bed now instead of posting here.


Nothing much happened of late, except for a crazily early b'fast, but things are sure going to pile up the next few days. I had a chance to drop f&n but I thought the theory would be easy, so I should go ahead with it for my A. Sure, the theory is easy; the coursework is what brings me down.


I want to change a blogskin, but apparently the skins that are in now are all with an element of navigational kind, which I dislike. So ima hold that off until I find a skin like what I have now, a different colour scheme that is. (Red and yellow anyone?)


I'm serious - dead serious. I wish you would see the light.


I'm really happy.


I almost forgot to mention that I most prolly wouldn't be online this much until the end of thurs, which also marks the end of my f&n camp. Let's hope I can get to msn in school.


I cant believe, even with friends, that some things are still unspeakable. But the fact remains, they are. I want to shout it out, but somehow, it's muted inside.


I finally let it out. But it's still bogging me.


I just realised, that I suck at expressing myself, even with a vocabulary bank wider than normal. Or maybe that's the thing impeding me, the desire to use sophisticated words in place of much simpler words which brings across a much more potent meaning. "You are beautiful" comes across as as much more sincere than "You are pulchritudinous."


Say it is so.

A chance wasted is one too many.

Finally I got it past. My f&n practical. Both a success and a failure.

Pros:

Better than last year's.

More savoury.

I DID THOSE MUFFINS BY MAISELF!

It's over.

No Faggrison.


Cons:

Tio flame like mad.

Fail multitask.

Fail attention to details.

Fail cause I do too fast.

The fruit pastry too sweet.

My omelette tio kopped.

I had to pack the things home.


Overall


Fruit pastry (supposed to be a fruit pizza)


Mushroom Omelette


CHOCOLATE CHIP BANANANANANANA MUFFINS


Fruit salad


I give myself 6/10, but I think I get like 3/10 for my Coursework. Nvm, its not the marks that count.

p.s. I think F&N doesnt suit me. I dont have the relevant critical thinking ability.


ONE MORE BURDEN DOWN! Kay lcmz is win. 1 more english essay to finish and I will be free for the weekends :O


K so my house was raided today by a cat and a dog. They n1 took a picture of my msn personal message (they made it of course). My USB ports almost got raped by the cat. And green phones are now the in. 8D

I am true.

I failed to prepare, so I'm prepared to fail.

Now, i'm almost at the end of my tethers, contemplating my choice, having to choose between the devil and the deep blue sea. Somebody save me?

I had initially thought by the end of this morning, I'd be as free as a bird, it would have applied, if I had thought to finish my time plan. So the heat is on for now, just hope I can still stand.



My brain is going to explode soon.


I have tons of work undone, and that's not to mention the f&n camp coming right up first thing next week.


I still do.

Wait for it.

K so I had my chinese O lvl paper ytd. Messed up paper 1, did better than what I expected for paper 2 imo. Hope that I would be able to pass it, and I can fuck chinese for the rest of the year.

This year has a new practice for O lvls. Apparently, we have to take attendance in the parade square. What for I say. I dont see this last year.



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I finished like 4 or 5 novels on warcraft. I am really amazed and awed by the use of their extremely proficient english, manipulating it as though they are a part of it. I can practically imagine it in my head.


Seems to have a numb tongue. Ate some raw chilli pieces, and they tasted mild. I wonder why :S


I think I want to do something real radical. I want to ace my NAPFA; if circumstances permit. I think all I have to do is just run regularly during the hols and I'll just have a gold to my name. Watch me.


OH?