Know not what's stopping me.
If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it. If you don’t ask, the answer is always no. If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place.
We all need to decide whether to “play it safe” in life and worry about the downside, or instead take a chance, by being who we really are and living the life our heart desires. Which choice are you making?
I am at the same place, prolly never did move. There is the building of the campfire, the showing of the matchstick, striking of the matchstick, keeping the fire burning and inevitably also the extinguishing of the fire. I'm like always building, but never have I once showed the matchstick. That's because of fear, probably. Even if I drop or have my matchstick taken away, at least I can take solace in that I have tried. So, probably soon, just not sure when.
English Oral was alright, except that I am kind of indignant that the examiners did not allow much pauses, even short ones, but really overall it was pretty easy. Although travelling and shopping arent my stuff, I still got a huge load of bullcrap in my bank to last me through it.
For the very first time since forever, I passed my 2.4km run. It sure is an accomplishment, for it took 3 serious runs to get it down to the passing point, and I barely made it; by 4 seconds. It's not the award I'm even aiming for; its the sense of achievement by persevering. It's not easy to cultivate or train a mentality that brings about endurance, at least for me.
I love everyone. I really do.
Blogged at 9:45 pm
