I'm impressed.
This is with a white border, which you wouldn't be able to see with my blogskin.
This is with a black border, which you will be able to see.
Due to popular demand, I've putted the border there. An improvised one, not the best, since I have yet to think of how to edit the motto and background, but I thought to at least show my progress.
I'm impressed. I thought I was the best at it. But you prove me wrong, surpassing me in a field which I thought belonged to me.
I was making changes to my previous posts, to include labels so that in future I will be able to find all those stuff more conveniently. And upon looking back, I realised the Me last time could be described in such a way; tried too hard and too eager to impress. At least now, I think I'm much more controlled, and not as retarded as the me of old.
I've underperformed. Not once, not twice, but upwards of trice. It all began with PSLE, where half my class got into the Special stream, while by a twist of fate, I landed up here in CCKSS. I'm not sure of the friends I would make if I had scored better, but I appreciate all the friends I've made thus far.
The next major one comes from last year; O levels. It was kind of expected, but with its element of surprise as well. I thought that, before I got my results, I would at least be able to make it to a poly, whichever course it is. In the end, I made it nowhere but back to the same old place. Same thing here, I'm not sure if I could have made better friends if I were somewhere else, but I certainly cherish the friends I've made this year.
I just hope, this will not be the next pitfall for me. I've had enough at the moment thanks. However, the situation seems all too familiar, at this point of time. I've yet to start my revision, and I'm unprepared for almost all my subjects. English is my saving grace, but English alone will not save my results. I'm always motivated, but I dont put my mind to action. I've been trying to will myself to start revision, but most of the time, it will fall face first. My wake up call should have came last year. This year is supposed to be when I do my best, and get my ass out of this school. 5 years is 1 too many for me.
Adios CCKSS. This I will swear by.
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Blogged at 8:47 pm
