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My name is Chuz.

Or you could call me Zenn.

I'm a computer & chilli addict :D

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Enneagram type 9.
Wednesday 18 August 2010
How to Get Along with Me

• If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.

• I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.

• Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.

• Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and non-judgmentally.

• Ask me questions to help me get clear.

• Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.

• Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.

• I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.

• Let me know you like what I've done or said.

• Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

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If I were a dog~
Monday 16 August 2010
If a dog were your teacher, you would learn stuff like:
When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.
Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.
Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy.
When it’s in your best interest, practice obedience.
Let others know when they’ve invaded your territory.
Take naps and stretch before rising.
Run, romp, and play daily.
Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.
On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree.
When you’re happy, dance around and wag your entire body.
No matter how often you’re scolded, don’t buy into the guilt thing and pout… run right back and make friends.
Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
Eat with gusto and enthusiasm.
Stop when you have had enough.
Be loyal.
Never pretend to be something you’re not.
If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.
And MOST of all… When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by
and nuzzle them gently.

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When you dont know where you are headed, just keep going.
Thursday 12 August 2010

Time lost cannot be regained. I want to be able to look back on my life, and cherish all the moments I used to spend with the people around me; those life-defining moments.


My decision to make a choice came too late. I always had this interest in Psychology. The only thing that stopped me from getting into a Psychology course was my maths grade. Right now, to apply to retake my maths would be too late. I dont think I would want to stay in Architecture as well. In the first place, it was a forced interest. Until I realised, you cant force yourself to like something, even if you try to immerse yourself in it all day. I guess I would be switching courses or dropping out come this year end. I dont think I will be able to make it to a Psychology course though. All the best.

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Sunday 8 August 2010


Friends. Pretty much the people you talk to the most other than your family. But that's very general. What constitutes a friend? Someone you said 'Hi' to once? Or someone whom you seek favours from? Its definition is up for grabs.

To be honest, my inner circle of friends is empty. Barren, completely. And I like to keep it this way, thanks; at least until I can find a proper confidant.

Yeah sure, I may be offending many people out there, esp my friends, but the reality is that; I dont have many friends. I'm not proud of that fact to say the least, but I'm not uncomfortable to admit it. Solitude is very much fine by me.

It's hard to find a real friend when there are so many superficial people around. Of course, who would understand an introvert's world from an extrovert's POV? Being introspective doesnt mean you are a loner. Being open to decisions doesn't make you a girl. Not wishing to express yourself doesnt mean the lack of ability to. I do things I like, not things people think are right. So what if it's weird? So what if it's retarded to you? It doesn't matter as long as I like it. That's a very selfish POV, but let's face it, who in this world is not selfish? It has been proven that empathy, thinking of other people,only takes up 10% of what you are thinking. Guess what the rest of it is thinking of? Yourself of course.

And in this cruel world, it's every human for himself. That's reality. Though I would like to think that friends help you through thick and thin, it's ultimately up to yourself to accomplish everything you want to. No one is always going to be there for you. At some stage in life, people are going to leave your side. And you will be all alone, which is nothing wrong at all. Are you happy with the one you are alone with?

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Blank mind and a broken soul.
Tuesday 3 August 2010

These past few days, I've been wanting to type out a post but I always stop short of typing anything; eventually closing the blogger tab.

I've got a thousand feelings right now, but to articulate them will be a mean task. My life is now a mess; like a million threads entwined in each other. It's never easy living a life like this, but it's even harder when you got no one you can confide in - not because they are not worthy of knowing, but because you cant get it out of yourself.


What more, my academic life is also screwed; with nothing to show for the 2nd project in a row. I know what I want, but I'm not working towards it. So the thing I can do now is to hope for the best, and wish for another second chance.


Everyone around me feels so different now. People who I thought I knew can change in the blink of an eye, and when you think it cant get any lower, life strikes you where it hurts. Normal is not something I am hoping for - no one is normal here. What I want is at least to know what is going on.


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