Friends. Pretty much the people you talk to the most other than your family. But that's very general. What constitutes a friend? Someone you said 'Hi' to once? Or someone whom you seek favours from? Its definition is up for grabs.
To be honest, my inner circle of friends is empty. Barren, completely. And I like to keep it this way, thanks; at least until I can find a proper confidant.
Yeah sure, I may be offending many people out there, esp my friends, but the reality is that; I dont have many friends. I'm not proud of that fact to say the least, but I'm not uncomfortable to admit it. Solitude is very much fine by me.
It's hard to find a real friend when there are so many superficial people around. Of course, who would understand an introvert's world from an extrovert's POV? Being introspective doesnt mean you are a loner. Being open to decisions doesn't make you a girl. Not wishing to express yourself doesnt mean the lack of ability to. I do things I like, not things people think are right. So what if it's weird? So what if it's retarded to you? It doesn't matter as long as I like it. That's a very selfish POV, but let's face it, who in this world is not selfish? It has been proven that empathy, thinking of other people,only takes up 10% of what you are thinking. Guess what the rest of it is thinking of? Yourself of course.
And in this cruel world, it's every human for himself. That's reality. Though I would like to think that friends help you through thick and thin, it's ultimately up to yourself to accomplish everything you want to. No one is always going to be there for you. At some stage in life, people are going to leave your side. And you will be all alone, which is nothing wrong at all. Are you happy with the one you are alone with?
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