Revelations makes me feel closer to myself.
I like it when I discover and notice things about myself that I havent taken note of in the past. It shows that at least I'm conscious of myself and I can retrace any bad/undesirable trait easier.
I know for a fact that, I learn better if I put my feelings into it(I know it sounds obvious, but it's not as simple as it looks). For me, it has to be feelings, not mind, not will. But the irony is that, it makes me far too subjective, which distorts everything. I try, but it's hard for me to be objective and judge things as they are.
Another thing is, I hang on to things too tight, to the point that even if circumstances force me to let go, I will be adamant to hold on.It's only when I grudgingly let go, then do I see the vast pastures before me. Still, I rather hold onto something I've always been fond of.
I've got more but I think I'ma leave them for another day. Too tired to think on. Nights.
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