There's never been a doubt about it.
Hey there. I've got plenty to update about.
First up, I'd like to say I've learnt a lot during the current months. I used to think that life was a bed of roses, which I still think is, but now I'm beginning to feel the thorns.
One way or another, people say ignorance is bliss, but somehow I beg to differ. If it were in the past, I wouldn't mind being ignorant if anything. However, after a learning experience, I wished that I had known enough. At least it's not too late now.
What do you do when you take a fancy to something? Do you save up to buy it, desire it but dont do anything to get it or use any means possible to get it? I believe I will be the saver, but not everyone is the same. If you take too long to acquire the amount necessary, a go-getter will get ahead of you and procure it before you can. And you can kick yourself for all of forever.
I wish you knew more, and I wish you can be more discerning. Or maybe, it's just you. The stone is cast far away, and there seems no sign to find it anymore, not even a feeble effort. Perhaps it's all for the best, when the stone arrives at a new destination and find new life.
Somehow, I can't type everything on my mind out into this blog, because what I truly need is not a virtual space to holler my thoughts at, but a real person who is intent on listening to my tale. If I can do that for others, why cant anyone do that for me? Sometimes, what you do for others, is what you want others to do back for you.
I wonder what's keeping me alive now.
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