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My name is Chuz.

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Winner or loser?
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Win or lose, it's how you play the game that counts. Unless you lose very badly. Then you should probably be ashamed of yourself and quit.

Today is the day you can do something great. Don't let anyone tell you that TV and a large bag of Cheetos isn't something great.

When running a race, you'll often find that you can improve your time by running faster.


All koped from here. Gogo it's damn funny - and retarded.

OMFG! And look at this!


I just stumbled on a page, which lists the popularity of each programming language (it's here, if you are interested). Seems like I need to review my interests again. Seems like C++ isn't as popular as it seems to sound. PHP and C seems to be the in. Disclaimer: I'm going for the popularity, because it's more useful to learn a skill which is more recognised. Since I know nuts about programming, I'd do better to start with the more popular ones; that is if I can even sustain my interest. Now I can teach dom Photoshop and he can teach me PHP. Dom & lcmz passures.







I dont know which one is nicer - or maybe both plain sucks. Either way, comments are highly appreciated.

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Happy?
Wednesday, 9 September 2009



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Coup de grâce.
Saturday, 26 April 2008
Zomg. Realised I didn't blog for 5 days alr. And it was only when i had wanted to update it did I notice that my procrastination skills are still as potent. Tons of things happened in the previous days, with the more enjoyable ones near the end of the week. Sometimes, opportunities don't present themselves when you need them to, but come in abundance when uncalled for. If only there was some balance. Or maybe it was because I didn't grasp it tight enough.

Hectic days are descending like rain. Priorities remain unclear; procrastination rife. And so, sec 4s have stepped down from their CCAs with some poignance here and there, accompanied by some touching comments from the juniors. And it is not free time, as the time slots are conquered and taken over by remedials. Wonder when night classes are coming in. Still skeptical about my sciences, which will be the determining factor, together with some other subjects, of where I will go in a few months time.

Sien, gotta cut my hair after being caught by Kong, albeit it took a long time for him to notice. And friday was really a weird day, with my being on Prema's whitelist(think opposite of blacklist) and mrs ngoh changed attitude. Instead of demanding me to do like 10 pages on coursework B, she told me to hand in what I have. How weird.

Need help for Chinese, Physics, Chem, Maths, SS and Geog. In short, it's an EMERGENCY! Would appreciate any help rendered. Thanks

Winter Melon!

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Where'd You go, I miss you so.
Monday, 14 April 2008
Aha, it was so much fun meddling with Photoshop. I grossly overslept today, waking up only at 8.15am. And I am going to get a freaking detention for that. How naize. More or less missed chem, and english was a silent affair, with everyone intently concentrating on their work lest the dormant volcano erupts. Not saying prema is a spitfire or smth, but shes scarey when she explodes. And so it was peaceful while it lasted. Uh, physics was totally like spanglish to me, completely alien. And blah blah blah, reached home and did some Photoshopping till now. And the products are just below, as expected. Now now, read on and don't scroll down.

It feels so weird that a person's temperament can change like the weather - always changing and fickle. It baffles me how different sides of people can present themselves and are strikingly opposites like the 2 sides of a coin. Nehmind, it was just some random comments here and there.



This is the first, the easier of the two I did, due to its simplicity and minimised usage of vibrant colours. Rather realistic, don't you think?



Hmm, and this is the first picture of the second work I did. Contemplated making a mouseover effect but was too hard>.< src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKlU5SPtGNFOsKQzY0aNYMggNA4sdLkqVDbL_19m1guf__9TOVRGcE2be1K2hgg7Hy8NX2b0FOZ0Zf5ADOkBloJ2DChKQyjpJVR3KIRZZO67TyrCyFLbDfdqGP7SMKdCuuZf_7Lu8nxJX3/s320/Vista+Menu+2.jpg">

Uh huh, and this is the second picture of the second work. I personally find it btr than the one above. Ya know, opinions are like butts - everyone has one. And yeah, I need ur opinions(not butts) on whether this or the one above is naizer.

Adios!

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Hyperslackivity.
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
Lol, today was so slack. Wandered ard the sch like nobody's business. Had a few laughs here and there. Oh, and i finally understood maths. I think it took me like 10000000 years alr. Finally my brain is beginning to function, properly. It's not everyday I understand everything the tcher taught. Oh, I supposed i ran the race of my life today, nabbing a 24th position in the 2.4km run. It may not seem much to most of you, but for a person who always, I repeat always, gets positions ranging from 60-90, it's a job well done. And today's english lesson was informative, as usual. However, I cant seem to grasp the stressing part. Have to practise more on that.

Passed by the flat which I used to live in, and nostalgia flooded me. I can still rmb vividly every single detail about it, down to my kindergarden, which I kinda miss. The smell of it brings back both happy and amusing memories. How I wish life is so simplistic like it was when I was young, but it's like trying to turn back the clock, which is remotely impossible. Back then, there would be no feuds, quarrels, arguments, or defiance, tho they can add spice to life. How I wish...


Something abstract. Done with Pshop. Will upload 1 more when it's done. Promise. Nth impressive, brushing up my rusting skills before making something truly fantasticah. Watch this space for more masterpieces.

There was a newspaper story about a psychic midget who escaped from prison. The headline read . . . "Small Medium at Large"

Coolah man.

I Promise.

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Love in aeternum.
Tuesday, 25 March 2008
Sheesh. Loads of hmwk undone which have to be done today, by hook or by crook. Just the thought of it brings me to the brink of giving up, but not yet, not here, not now. I shall muster every iota of energy and complete them in one shot. Today was an exhausting day, being unable to concentrate due to lack of sleep which is starting to become a daily affair. Today will be no different.

I find debates over the verisimilitude of the afterlife intriguing. Heaven, Hell, Reincarnation or Nothing? I shall take my stand with Reincarnation. Don't ask me why I am thinking of this. It just came across my mind as I was thinking about the future. What's your stand? No insult of any particular religion will be tolerated.

I NEED MORE TIME!

To you with love.

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Behind You i shall.
Wednesday, 19 March 2008
Omg. I was late again, and indirectly evaded the attire check. Today's pe wasn't that fun. 2.4km runs just aint my cup of tea. No stamina to last the distance. Hmm, and aft recess was total slacking, truly an exhausting and boring day. Wah, still got loads of stuff undone. Cant sleep even if I wan to.

With Age comes Maturity, but sometimes Age comes alone. Haa, how true. Some ppl at this point of life are still living their life as tho they are still children and talking like the mentally-challenged. With time, the product of their immaturity will show and I shall wonder if they will still be so sanguine.

Shall find time during the wkend break to do some graphic designing. My skills are getting rusty and need a brushing up. Think I will post some products up here. No wet blanket ty.

Moral Support.

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Reinforcements.
Monday, 10 March 2008
Well, today was both an interesting and monotonous day. The motivational workshop was better than what i expected. The "Facing The Giants" excerpt left a deep impression on me, its like the quintessential motivation. And also, I was jolted out from my reverie which I was in from the start of this year, when the coach mentioned the Nursing course, a hugely unpopular path taken by those who have no other routes to Uni. No offence to those taking Nursing, its just not my cup of tea. It shall spur me on to greater heights, to a course that will be of my liking. It was a surprise that I could last 4 hours listening without doing what i do least - sleep.

It was English aft that, during which we had to do a timed paper, which I remotely did not have any interest in doing at that point of time. Nonetheless, I completed all but the summary, which spells G_G for me. At least I had a sense of satisfaction in finding all 15 points, which I rarely do. Went back to sch to take a look at my results, absolutely horrendous is the phrase to describe them. It doesn't matter. I shall surprise everyone, myself included, with my results aft the mid year exams, when I go into study overload.

Upgrading the fishing rod. The time will come when I go out to sea.

My Preciousssss.

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WTF!?
Saturday, 8 March 2008
Flat Earth?

Seems like utter rubbish to me. For those with common sense, think if this is logically possible. What's laughable is also that these ppl think that they are living in the movie "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End". How in hell are you going to fall off this world? Their reasoning that we wouldn't fall off is that there is a piteous 150ft tall Ice wall built ard the world. HOHOHO!

And they claimed that NASA and Governments conspired to make us think that the world is round. It made me ROFLOLMAOZHEDONGGENDPLSNOOBKTHXBAI! What the fuck would they gain from it? Money? They bloody hell would earn much more if they prove that the world is flat and save the money used to build rockets and use 'em on something more resourceful like teaching these FE-believers what is a brain.

Oh, and they mentioned that the earth is constantly moving upwards at the speed of 1g (9.8m/s^2) along with every star, sun and moon in the universe. And its faster than the speed of light, feel the wind any1? In their imaginary world which is shown above, they claim that there is day and night, when the sun is always on top of the earth. That's contradicting. Theory? The sun is only 32 miles in diameter. It's getting more and more far fetched eh?

Ok, I shall stop here lest the FE-believers cry(only applicable for those with pea-sized brains, which is the biggest of their kind).

The word "holidays" seem to have been taken out of our lives. Going back to sch almost everyday. Remedials everyday. But everything shall come to an end, altho it's gonna take some time. For now, it's renovation time.

Wait for me.

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<3
Friday, 22 February 2008
was late again... Lucky thirteen. Its always like that; sleep late wake up late. If only my body can lie to itself that it had slept for 10 hrs alr, i would not have to serve so many hours of detention which are depriving me of my physics remedials. Uber boredom. As time passes, hmwk increases at a phenomenal rate. And i intend to finish most of them. Notice maths is not in them. Totally sucks man. At least today's practical was okay, tho i didn't get to taste the food i cooked. CCA was boring too. Everything is boring to me, except mayb _______. I, myself, am boring too.

Congrats to Singapore for clinching the right to host the Youth Olympics 2010 aft winning Moscow in their bid. And tribute to Youth Empire for making a wonderful video about us.


I have to learn to be more expressive and extroverted and mayb effervescent. 3 Es =D Helps to make me a better person. And my sharp tongue is coming out fine. Still got ard 2000 pages of the dictionary unread. i shall read till i get sian-ed. Have to get away from the comp. It sucks having my life revolve ard pixels. I shall revolve ard ppl who are so much better than the pixels which cant even talk.

I miss ur voice...
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Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a love letter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1. "The great love that I have for you
2. is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3. grows every day. When I see you,
4. I do not even like your face;
5. the one thing that I want to do is to
6. look at other girls. I never wanted to
7. marry you. Our last conversation
8. was very boring and has not
9. made me look forward to seeing you again.
10. You think only of yourself.
11. If we were married, I know that I would find
12. life very difficult, and I would have no
13. pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14. to give, but it is not something that
15. I want to give to you. No one is more
16. foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17. able to care for me and help me.
18. I sincerely want you to understand that
19. I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20. if you think this is the end. Do not try
21. to answer this. Your letters are full of
22. things that do not interest me. You have no
23. true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24. I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25. I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)

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Pen is mightier than the sword.
Monday, 18 February 2008
Woo! Prema wasn't here today. Rejoice! But due to my stm, i forgot to complete my time plan which is needed for the F&N practical on friday. Yay! Practicals are fun man. But i hate the planning part tho. Its like Zomg la. I am so lagging behind in my Comp studies and i have no idea how am i supposed to catch up with the rest. That, i will ponder on the solution when i have the time, which is like few and far between. Maths... The subject which i am totally uninterested in, for now that is. I have other more paramount tasks on my hands which are alr taking up all the time i have and more.

Hmm, and i changed my blog song. I have been listening to this song since a few weeks ago, just that imeem didn't have a quality version of the song, that's why i have been sticking with my previous song. Not that my previous song was bad, but i feel that too much of something makes ppl bored.

I spent my detention doing my time plan by borrowing Wei ling's to "cross-refer". Aft that, due to the fact that i forgot to bring my pe t-shirt, and that there was house practice ltr, i went home to get my pe shirt and came back just in time for Chem, which was a load of confusion due to different versions of stories in which some said that fei chee( pronounced as Faye G) wasn't here and some ppl promptly dissappeared into thin air almost immediately.

I was like stunned. The amount of sec 4s running is reminiscent of Pheidippides running 42km in the Greek era, which equates to 1. There may be more of him but i am not very optimistic on that. While waiting for more of sec 4s to come, which none did, i was sucked to the school field's fence to look at our school play Fu Hua. The game was a bit physical, but interesting nonetheless. The main action was more concentrated in the Fu Hua's half, as our school were more on the offensive, which paid off with 3 goals in the end. Fu Hua's lack of bite up front caused them to allow a clean sheet for the birthday boy, Hadi (not sure of the spelling). And there were like a few ______(insert any noun here) sitting there crapping. Aft that i became a victim of extortion, the item of contention being Ferrero Rocher. And so that was what happened during house practice(it didn't look like 1 to me).

And while i was forumming, i chanced upon a thread which made me sit up and stare at the impressive array of chim words displayed by a damn knowledgeable forummer. That, alone, inspired me to read the dictionary from A to Z. And i will try to finish the whole book by the time the big bad O arrives. 一山还比一山高。 That's the competitive spirit that's keeping me from giving up.

Far in distance, but near at heart, you'll always be the angel of my heart.

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Argh.
Sunday, 10 February 2008
Wa lao. Flu and sore throat is upon me at a damn wrong time when i need to study and hand it all my hmwk on time and improve on everything that i was bad in. So lets see, gotta go back to sch tmr aft 4 days of merry-making and being a part-time loan-shark, robbing ppl of their ang bao $. This year's return aint that good tho, but still acceptable.

Are Singaporeans so good bully victims?
1st was the trishaw uncle who got bullied by 3 horizontally challenged British who wanted to save $ on their transport fees as they are financially challenged?
2nd was the Taiwanese celebrities throwing sour grapes over our clearly superior english standard and also wrongly pronouncing words that Singaporeans will never pronounce in their whole life.
3rd is a controversy surrounding some immature kids and a tissue auntie whose jingle was made fun of by the former.

So this is how it went. The auntie is a 48 yrs old wheelchair-bound peddling tissue paper. And some immature kids come along and "remake" her jingle and made fun of her. Heres one of those:

Wonder why people are like that. Taking advantage of people's plight and laughing over it without any care for the victim's feeling. Its not like she did something wrong, selling tissue paper is also a job. To those spoofers out there, retribution will come to u someday. Worry not =D

An uber long story:
From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl loves the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She had lost her voice......

The doctors said that the impact on her brain had caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silently crying,.....it's still just silent cries that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seemed to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone, which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She did not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless phone calls, .. all the girl could do, besides crying, was still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Bye~

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HCNY To all.
Friday, 8 February 2008
Okay, lets see. I am like so freaking unlucky this CNY. Not only was my hair cut short a few days bfore CNY, it was further amplified by the fact that while playing blackjack, i got numbers like 12-16 alot of times. And i mean it. Tho the money involved wasn't alot, the comtempt Mother luck showed me was reprehensible.

I feel that this year's CNY is not as lively as previous years, mayb cos we have grown up and are less childish to play with things that looks like a stick that can produce light and children use them as light-sabers Star Wars style, and are now progressing to activities that are less strenuous like counting the numbers on pieces of paper and whether did the numbers exceed 21 and playing with the adult version of the Lego blocks which have symbols imprinted on it. For me, i m still stuck in front of the comp, until Sat will i do all the stuffs that is demanded of me. For now, its slacking time.

*New*Update for the Dance My-English-Is-Damn-Pro guy controversy.
Dance guy's blog. 500 comments on his apology.
Attitude Supercilious Nursery English Teacher. GuestBook for the comments.
Sorry, but most of it is in chinese.

Phrase-Of-The-Day:

Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.

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Silence is golden.
Wednesday, 6 February 2008


The botak is one motherf**king nincompoop man. And he looks like a gay. DANCE?! Pls la. Its ur own pronunciation error and u say its Singaporeans who speak like a gay who doesn't know english? And i bet the friend who taught him english muz be a english failure too. Okay, lets see, in my entire life in Singapore, I personally have not seen who says "sorry?" in place of "sorry." And fyi, my entire life in Singapore owns ur 2mths here. I wonder what did u do here in S'pore. Toilet cleaner? I bet he gave a prima donna attitude and thus went back to Taiwan with his tail between his legs. Hello~? I bet he doesn't know that if its a qn, the tone will go up inevitably. So i infer that he duno how to differentiate a qn from a statement. And the hurry up sounds idiotic. Its their own accent ffs. Mayb they shud try pronouncing "RESPECT". Altho they think that they can pronounce words "fluently", its isn't the only aspect of english. Knowing how to pronounce but dun even know the meaning is worse than being vice versa. Just to get a fact across, its not like taiwanese english standard is WAY~ better than that of Singapore. In fact, I feel that, if given a chance to go to Taiwan to sit for a test my lvl, I can even get a A1+++++ la. Not that i m bragging, but jus showing how big the gulf between us and them is. For those interested to read about how they got owned, proceed to here.

P.s. Not being stereotypical to Taiwanese, its just that those ppl pisses me off.

Another bed-time story:

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.

Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?

Boy: You, of course!

Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?

Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.

However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."

Five years went by...

He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

Boy: How are you?

Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?

Boy: No.

Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.

Good bye...

One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.

Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.


Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.

Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives.

Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today

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Survival
Monday, 4 February 2008
Did so many things, yet still got scolded just because i finished the wrong things at the wrong time. Just because i wanted to finish my hmwk, i ton-ed the entire night and managed to complete the "special offer" essay and a compre. Its not like i didn't try to finish my hmwk. Its just that i did the wrong components at the wrong time, which resulted in me doing wads unnecessary and not finishing wads necessary.

That was for english. Then, i went to physics and managed to come out of there in 1 piece. Altho i dun mind, Mrs jacob was shooting me the whole lesson-.- She was like," Hey, look at chu ming's expression." And miraculously, the black sheeps of the class managed to complete wad she asked for which left her nonplussed. Fahrenheit 9/11 ftw. Same thing happened in maths. Cant learn sheet. Managed to get ard fifty winks in detention and went to chem practical and was practically playing instead of understanding what the tcher in front was talking about.

Hope dun have to ton thru the night today again. But still i have to finish my hmwk before slping. Priority is english and chinese. Not bad la. At least now i do not have the antipathetic feeling that i had towards chinese last time round. I believe that this post is gonna suck cos i am unable to put my utmost attention on it as i m like a living zombie now.

Okay, time for a bed time story:

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear." I'll always love you forever..

Off to do hmwk...

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Nondescript
Sunday, 3 February 2008
Its another day of eat, sleep play again. Boring routine repeated over and over again senselessly like a robot. So i will break the cycle by doing some hmwk. Zomgwtfbbq!? Did u hear right? Yes, i m doing my hmwk at long last. Seems to be a miracle but its actually procrastination on my part. So less delay, more efficiency.

CNY is approaching! Shou Shui-ing on new year's eve. Its more of exploitation rather than filial piety xD. Gotta tank thru the whole nite playing comp. Before that, i will have to make my hair that is cutted by a noob barber, wait i dun think he even qualifies as a barber, hair destroyer, look more presentable. Grow hair Grow!

Kinda noticed that my blog is totally devoid of any pictures. >.< Imma kind of introverted so yeah. If the use of some extra pixels, or the lack thereof, annoys u, pls voice it out.

Another touching story to share:

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)

Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? It's bugging me.

In the papers the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

May God bless that guy.

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Woots
Tuesday, 29 January 2008
Congrats to me on having broke the curse of being late and being on time once again =D But the start of sch today aint a good situation to be in.
We were ambushed by the Surprise Watch of Attire Touchstone aka the S.W.A.T. Team. I was captured as a V.I.P.O.W. and had to stay in the parade square with 4 others like me until they agreed to let us go on the condition that they will follow us lest we escape. When we were escorted to the outskirts of the concentration camp, they suddenly shoved us into a hidden gas chamber and used something called a shaver to cut off our hair to prevent ppl from recognising us outside of the concentration camp. Just when we tot we were free, they reneged on their promise, tied us up and rolled us back to sch. That was the horrendous situation at the start of sch. The whole procedure took around 3 1/2 hrs which took up our break time and had to stay hungry until lunch.

Okay. Enough of that. Got a surprise result of 7 for geog which i had totally no idea about and wrote bullsheeet throughout. And i managed to master 1 chapter of the chinese textbook =D but i still dun understand a crap about maths -.- I'll cross the road when i reach it.

Lemme share a story with all of you all there.

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."

"I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."
Then, Love saw Happiness.

Love cried out, " Happiness, please take me with you."
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

Yeap and that i feel is a very meaningful story.

Highlighted for truth.

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Boredom
Saturday, 19 January 2008
Woah, boredom is overwhelming me. Yet, i can't will myself to do all the hmwk that is piling up by the day. If onli i can stop procrastinating and really sit down and finish all my hmwk at 1 go, that would be good, but the only prob is when doing maths and chinese, i m like an indian in china.

For every minute you remain angry, you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind. I feel that i m less irritable recently. But that doesn't mean i wouldn't get angry. Being angry is like being dumb imo. When u are angry, most of the time u will do smth wrong on impulse and aft that, upon reflection, u will regret what u did then. So now being berserk is at the back of my head. Enjoying the peace of mind now~ =D

We are here to add what we can to life, not to get what we can from life. But i cant see what i can contribute, mayb in the near future i will get to know what i am supposed to add to life. =D

Signing off,
LcM

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