It's like becoming a standard procedure for me to hand over something over to Leong as a reassurance that i will go for detention. It's like he's treating us like small kids who have to be forced to go to detention unwillingly or are obstreperous and would pon detention. For one, I am not one of those types.
My schedule is falling apart and I have to piece it back to prioritise what is the paramount thing that shud be done. And the freaking chinese teacher said it wasn't that she gave up on me but rather, it was because i didn't do my hmwk which will make me fail my chinese. BS? And she was like so adamant to make me do the compo during her remedial time when i will be serving detention doing some other more impt stuff than her work when I m not even in her class anymore. It isn't that i have given up on chinese but the look of the teacher just puts me off, and also the attitude that she haves. It shall be GG for me during practical tmr due to the fact that my time plan and coursework b is not yet completed. I shall attempt to finish them by today, which is quite a tall order. This is the only moment that i will want time to pass faster for the weekends to come for a visit in my sleep.
And the term is coming to an end, which i feel is like so damn fast. Nothing much is accomplished, and 2 months just flew past like nobody's business. The time is seriously moving at a blistering pace which is deleterious to my studying time which will determine what type of grades I will get for Os.
Argh! My blog is in desperate need of coloured pixels to make it more aesthetically attractive. It has been white pixels since the inaugural arrival of this blog in the blogosphere., and this problem is driving me nuts, whatever nuts you like. I shall find some inspiration and post thousands of millions of colourful pixels someday, but it will never be of me myself. That's the norm of being introverted. In the meantime, bear with the monotone for the time being.
Went for counselling and skipped maths and detention, which is not what i intended to. And the time wasn't wasted. Instead, I was enlightened on what I should aim for and how should I go about doing it. And i realised my priorities were a bit on the wrong side. So from now, I would lean more towards maths, chinese, sciences and the humanities.
I am still wondering if it is okay to get into a BGR relationship at this point of time, when the Os are descending upon us like rains of meteorites. Motivation would be a plus but time management would be a bit of a prob. I am still ambivalent about the effects of a relationship.
was late again... Lucky thirteen. Its always like that; sleep late wake up late. If only my body can lie to itself that it had slept for 10 hrs alr, i would not have to serve so many hours of detention which are depriving me of my physics remedials. Uber boredom. As time passes, hmwk increases at a phenomenal rate. And i intend to finish most of them. Notice maths is not in them. Totally sucks man. At least today's practical was okay, tho i didn't get to taste the food i cooked. CCA was boring too. Everything is boring to me, except mayb _______. I, myself, am boring too.
Congrats to Singapore for clinching the right to host the Youth Olympics 2010 aft winning Moscow in their bid. And tribute to Youth Empire for making a wonderful video about us.
I have to learn to be more expressive and extroverted and mayb effervescent. 3 Es =D Helps to make me a better person. And my sharp tongue is coming out fine. Still got ard 2000 pages of the dictionary unread. i shall read till i get sian-ed. Have to get away from the comp. It sucks having my life revolve ard pixels. I shall revolve ard ppl who are so much better than the pixels which cant even talk.
I miss ur voice... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a love letter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..
1. "The great love that I have for you 2. is gone, and I find my dislike for you 3. grows every day. When I see you, 4. I do not even like your face; 5. the one thing that I want to do is to 6. look at other girls. I never wanted to 7. marry you. Our last conversation 8. was very boring and has not 9. made me look forward to seeing you again. 10. You think only of yourself. 11. If we were married, I know that I would find 12. life very difficult, and I would have no 13. pleasure in living with you. I have a heart 14. to give, but it is not something that 15. I want to give to you. No one is more 16. foolish and selfish than you, and you are not 17. able to care for me and help me. 18. I sincerely want you to understand that 19. I speak the truth. You will do me a favor 20. if you think this is the end. Do not try 21. to answer this. Your letters are full of 22. things that do not interest me. You have no 23. true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me, 24. I do not care for you. Please do not think that 25. I am still your boyfriend."
So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)
You look so beautiful today When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away So i try to find the words that i could say I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever
You look so beautiful today It's like every time I turn around I see your face The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever
I know it feels like forever I guess that's just the price I gotta pay But when I come back home to feel your touch Makes it better Till that day Theres nothing else that I can do And I just cant take it I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But i can wait I can wait forever (I can wait forever) When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever I can wait forever I can wait forever...
It clearly describes my feelings now and more... I am like being on sea, up and down, up and down. But it's more of ups for me which is rather good.
Today was quite a great day, partially because Prema wasn't here again. Altho we had to complete our compre, i found it enjoyable as i could fit in some 'weird' words which i know in the answers and crap in class.
And i freakin noticed something; Yellow and Purple houses have much much more sec 4s runner than Red and maybe Blue. It's like totally appalling to see that none of the sec 4s who ran in previous years want to participate in this year's running event and instead, joined some jumping contest which is like totally weird to me.
Woo! Prema wasn't here today. Rejoice! But due to my stm, i forgot to complete my time plan which is needed for the F&N practical on friday. Yay! Practicals are fun man. But i hate the planning part tho. Its like Zomg la. I am so lagging behind in my Comp studies and i have no idea how am i supposed to catch up with the rest. That, i will ponder on the solution when i have the time, which is like few and far between. Maths... The subject which i am totally uninterested in, for now that is. I have other more paramount tasks on my hands which are alr taking up all the time i have and more.
Hmm, and i changed my blog song. I have been listening to this song since a few weeks ago, just that imeem didn't have a quality version of the song, that's why i have been sticking with my previous song. Not that my previous song was bad, but i feel that too much of something makes ppl bored.
I spent my detention doing my time plan by borrowing Wei ling's to "cross-refer". Aft that, due to the fact that i forgot to bring my pe t-shirt, and that there was house practice ltr, i went home to get my pe shirt and came back just in time for Chem, which was a load of confusion due to different versions of stories in which some said that fei chee( pronounced as Faye G) wasn't here and some ppl promptly dissappeared into thin air almost immediately.
I was like stunned. The amount of sec 4s running is reminiscent of Pheidippides running 42km in the Greek era, which equates to 1. There may be more of him but i am not very optimistic on that. While waiting for more of sec 4s to come, which none did, i was sucked to the school field's fence to look at our school play Fu Hua. The game was a bit physical, but interesting nonetheless. The main action was more concentrated in the Fu Hua's half, as our school were more on the offensive, which paid off with 3 goals in the end. Fu Hua's lack of bite up front caused them to allow a clean sheet for the birthday boy, Hadi (not sure of the spelling). And there were like a few ______(insert any noun here) sitting there crapping. Aft that i became a victim of extortion, the item of contention being Ferrero Rocher. And so that was what happened during house practice(it didn't look like 1 to me).
And while i was forumming, i chanced upon a thread which made me sit up and stare at the impressive array of chim words displayed by a damn knowledgeable forummer. That, alone, inspired me to read the dictionary from A to Z. And i will try to finish the whole book by the time the big bad O arrives. 一山还比一山高。 That's the competitive spirit that's keeping me from giving up.
Far in distance, but near at heart, you'll always be the angel of my heart.
Zomg. It's so confusing trying to figure out whether to do it or not. Lets just say it's something personal which i mind revealing. But it's twirling around in my head making me dizzy. Suppressing my true feelings is taking my life, which i have no choice but to endure and live with it for the time being.
And so, finally i finished prema's hmwk and i m free at last~! No more not looking forward to english lessons le. My oral component of english totally sucks to the core man. Pronunciation, when to stop, and stutterings make my passage reading phail. Gotta have to improve if i wan my A2 for english.
Brushed up abit more on my chinese altho i know that the tcher in charge now is cmi to get me to a B4. Despite the difficulties in front of me, i will try my utmost to make sure i pass my chinese by hook or by crook. Not that i want to pass it by crook tho.
So i will be slacking throughout the whole weekend with no worries at all. Bye.
Here is the review of my short-term targets: 1. Managed to get help to translate what i wanted to write but didn't manage to finish>< 2. Bought it. 3. Halfway. 4. Studied, last minute tho. 5. No wai in my life.
Gotta have to improve on that. Got loads of hmwk waiting to be done which will be completed later CONFIRM GUARANTEE PLUS CHOP. If not i chop my head tmr. And today sucks btw. During chinese, me and a bunch of idiots went to the ex-counsellor room for chinese and the teacher was totally nondescript beyond description. Somemore have to study under him until the O lvls end. Damn it, my tenacity to improve my chinese is waning. But i will still try to learn as much as possible. But not under that teacher. By myself or assistance from friends.
Zomg. My naughty child compo got a 17 nia. But at least i tried to be creative by writing in a fusion of the 2 choices. Hate maths man. It was further exacerbated by the fact that she taught maths during PASTORAL CARE. And thats wow. Just because she is our form teacher means that she can teach whatever she likes during any unrelated periods to maths?
Detention was a quiet affair due to the fact that kong was there, so any idiot will know how to shut up in his presence for fear of a tongue-lashing.
Another fault i noticed in myself is my acquiescence. I am always too ready to say yes to others, tho i know being helpful is good, but there is always a limit to everything. So i will change to be less altruistic and more ruthless. But i am not sure if i m able to do it for my heart is made of sponge.
Okay, I realised that I am quite the proverbial "all talk no action". I have to improve on that aspect and put my words into action instead of having them vanish into thin air or eating them back. Therefore, in order to break from the "all talk no action" mould, i will set some short-term goals and achieve them and review them tmr and see if i completed every single one of the targets. So here goes:
1. Complete my chinese essay. 2. Buy a blardy pen from the school bookshop. 3. Complete my reading assignment. 4. Study for geog test. 5. Ask Hema for stead.
The last one was just kidding. I wouldn't have the guts to go near her, let alone ask her a qn. No racism intended.
Today was a mediocre day for me, came to school late, slacked for some time, did shit for comp studies, slacked somemore, and spent my last hr of curriculum time in the stultifying class looking at the tcher teach maths. Aft that, another hour of maths which i did 1 qn. Aft that, chem practical and Home Ahoy! From now on, i am going to blog my normal way, and not add any stories to make up for my lack of content, unless requested. The normal way can make me improve more on my english which is more beneficial than stories.
Wa lao. Flu and sore throat is upon me at a damn wrong time when i need to study and hand it all my hmwk on time and improve on everything that i was bad in. So lets see, gotta go back to sch tmr aft 4 days of merry-making and being a part-time loan-shark, robbing ppl of their ang bao $. This year's return aint that good tho, but still acceptable.
Are Singaporeans so good bully victims? 1st was the trishaw uncle who got bullied by 3 horizontally challenged British who wanted to save $ on their transport fees as they are financially challenged? 2nd was the Taiwanese celebrities throwing sour grapes over our clearly superior english standard and also wrongly pronouncing words that Singaporeans will never pronounce in their whole life. 3rd is a controversy surrounding some immature kids and a tissue auntie whose jingle was made fun of by the former.
So this is how it went. The auntie is a 48 yrs old wheelchair-bound peddling tissue paper. And some immature kids come along and "remake" her jingle and made fun of her. Heres one of those:
Wonder why people are like that. Taking advantage of people's plight and laughing over it without any care for the victim's feeling. Its not like she did something wrong, selling tissue paper is also a job. To those spoofers out there, retribution will come to u someday. Worry not =D
An uber long story: From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl loves the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She had lost her voice......
The doctors said that the impact on her brain had caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silently crying,.....it's still just silent cries that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seemed to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone, which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She did not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless phone calls, .. all the girl could do, besides crying, was still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
Okay, lets see. I am like so freaking unlucky this CNY. Not only was my hair cut short a few days bfore CNY, it was further amplified by the fact that while playing blackjack, i got numbers like 12-16 alot of times. And i mean it. Tho the money involved wasn't alot, the comtempt Mother luck showed me was reprehensible.
I feel that this year's CNY is not as lively as previous years, mayb cos we have grown up and are less childish to play with things that looks like a stick that can produce light and children use them as light-sabers Star Wars style, and are now progressing to activities that are less strenuous like counting the numbers on pieces of paper and whether did the numbers exceed 21 and playing with the adult version of the Lego blocks which have symbols imprinted on it. For me, i m still stuck in front of the comp, until Sat will i do all the stuffs that is demanded of me. For now, its slacking time.
Treasure what you have... Time is too slow for those who wait; Too swift for those who fear; Too long for those who grief; Too short for those who rejoice; But for those who love... Time is Eternity.
The botak is one motherf**king nincompoop man. And he looks like a gay. DANCE?! Pls la. Its ur own pronunciation error and u say its Singaporeans who speak like a gay who doesn't know english? And i bet the friend who taught him english muz be a english failure too. Okay, lets see, in my entire life in Singapore, I personally have not seen who says "sorry?" in place of "sorry." And fyi, my entire life in Singapore owns ur 2mths here. I wonder what did u do here in S'pore. Toilet cleaner? I bet he gave a prima donna attitude and thus went back to Taiwan with his tail between his legs. Hello~? I bet he doesn't know that if its a qn, the tone will go up inevitably. So i infer that he duno how to differentiate a qn from a statement. And the hurry up sounds idiotic. Its their own accent ffs. Mayb they shud try pronouncing "RESPECT". Altho they think that they can pronounce words "fluently", its isn't the only aspect of english. Knowing how to pronounce but dun even know the meaning is worse than being vice versa. Just to get a fact across, its not like taiwanese english standard is WAY~ better than that of Singapore. In fact, I feel that, if given a chance to go to Taiwan to sit for a test my lvl, I can even get a A1+++++ la. Not that i m bragging, but jus showing how big the gulf between us and them is. For those interested to read about how they got owned, proceed to here.
P.s. Not being stereotypical to Taiwanese, its just that those ppl pisses me off.
Another bed-time story:
A girl in love asked her boyfriend.
Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?
Boy: You, of course!
Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?
Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.
However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."
Five years went by...
He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.
In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.
One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.
Boy: How are you?
Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?
Boy: No.
Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.
Good bye...
One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.
Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.
Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.
Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives.
Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today
Did so many things, yet still got scolded just because i finished the wrong things at the wrong time. Just because i wanted to finish my hmwk, i ton-ed the entire night and managed to complete the "special offer" essay and a compre. Its not like i didn't try to finish my hmwk. Its just that i did the wrong components at the wrong time, which resulted in me doing wads unnecessary and not finishing wads necessary.
That was for english. Then, i went to physics and managed to come out of there in 1 piece. Altho i dun mind, Mrs jacob was shooting me the whole lesson-.- She was like," Hey, look at chu ming's expression." And miraculously, the black sheeps of the class managed to complete wad she asked for which left her nonplussed. Fahrenheit 9/11 ftw. Same thing happened in maths. Cant learn sheet. Managed to get ard fifty winks in detention and went to chem practical and was practically playing instead of understanding what the tcher in front was talking about.
Hope dun have to ton thru the night today again. But still i have to finish my hmwk before slping. Priority is english and chinese. Not bad la. At least now i do not have the antipathetic feeling that i had towards chinese last time round. I believe that this post is gonna suck cos i am unable to put my utmost attention on it as i m like a living zombie now.
Okay, time for a bed time story:
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear." I'll always love you forever..
Its another day of eat, sleep play again. Boring routine repeated over and over again senselessly like a robot. So i will break the cycle by doing some hmwk. Zomgwtfbbq!? Did u hear right? Yes, i m doing my hmwk at long last. Seems to be a miracle but its actually procrastination on my part. So less delay, more efficiency.
CNY is approaching! Shou Shui-ing on new year's eve. Its more of exploitation rather than filial piety xD. Gotta tank thru the whole nite playing comp. Before that, i will have to make my hair that is cutted by a noob barber, wait i dun think he even qualifies as a barber, hair destroyer, look more presentable. Grow hair Grow!
Kinda noticed that my blog is totally devoid of any pictures. >.< Imma kind of introverted so yeah. If the use of some extra pixels, or the lack thereof, annoys u, pls voice it out.
Another touching story to share:
(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No, its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? It's bugging me.
In the papers the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.
Yay! Got a english compo which i have a very naize plot to write on. Hope to be able to score higher for this as compared to the naughty child de. The sample essays that prema gave out was simply superb. I bet i cant even reach that type of standard la even with years of meditation under my belt.
Hmwk, hmwk and more hmwk. Not that i am complaining or wad, but time constraint is a big big big issue. Come home late, sleep late, wake up late, go to sch late. This is a chain reaction triggered by staying back late everyday. Not that i mind going home late tho. But i cant find time to do my hmwk! Have to pile everything on wkends which makes me unable to play games. Not that i m despo for games. Abstinence frm games~
Today in english, prema was shooting out bullets like a machine gun on unlimited ammunition. We had to do a compo on an item we badly wanted and it was on offer. And when prema asked,"What's the heart of the story?" And eric gave a totally no-link ans which reeked of mental retardation. It goes,"My item is a car, its limited edition." And when asked how he wants to get it, he says," Snatch the car" -.- And also, i got shot by her venomous bullets which is reminiscent of a snake's venom. She shot me for no apparent reason, 1st was she wanted us to discuss and write down 3 type of plots. Then i was like happily plotting out wad i want to write then she asked," are u in a world of ur own?" It was like wad la. I wanted to do my own stuff oso cannot. If she wants 3 variations then how can every1 working on 1 finish it in 15 mins? Argh nvm lazy to write about the 2nd 1.
But she aint bad tho. She can give very detailed explanation on what we shud do and wad we shud avoid. Think my english can improve under her. But Zomgwtfbbq! My naughty child compo was abit out of point -.- But nevertheless i think i still can make it for a pass. For the forthcoming essay, I will wan to get at least a 21 for it.
Today's cca orientation turned out to be quite a success for me, tho it may not seem so to others. First, i got to know quite a few new members which dun look or seem rebellious to me. The sec 1s are not very bad except for the fact that they talk alot. But thats good too, as IT club has not been so upbeat hitherto. So sad i have to step down in 3 mths time. Cannot interact with the sec 1s soon le. Gonna have to buck up for exams.
Okay, imma share a phrase with every1. God made woman from man's rib, not from his head to top him, nor from his feet to be walked upon; but from his side to be his partner in life, from under his arm to be protected by him, and from near his heart to be loved by him.
Finally, I did it! It took me a freaking 4 hrs to change my blogskin(manually) and i think that the fruit of labour is worth it, isn't it? Personally i feel that this blogskin is better aesthetically and it wasn't easy to do. I had to practically conjure boxes out of nowhere and set their positions manually via trial and error. It isn't perfect but still acceptable. At first, it was supposed to be a part navigation, part scrolling blogskin. But as i disliked the navigation part, i took out that part and tried to put it the same way i did with my previous blogskin. Bless my lucky stars that i had learnt html codes beforehand or else i would totally mess up the whole skin and waste my effort and time on this thing. And i also had to make sure it was both IE and firefox compatible, as i prefer working with firefox. Okay enough bout that.
Today is one day which i managed to go through without getting scolded for things that i didn't do. For example, hmwk xD. The F&N coursework Qn is out! Zomgwtfbbq man. Have to cope with 2 courseworks and both can only be done during curriculum time which makes it worse, which also means having to do both courseworks' research at home. As if time isn't scarce enough, I also have to juggle between hmwk, tests and now, courseworks. Man, i may breakdown one day or another. Have to cut down even more or even abstain from games.
Lets see, even before i gave up on my chinese, my tcher alr presumed that i have given up and decides to leave me to my own devices. Even if that happens, i can ask my fren to peer tutor me, which i feel may be even btr than the tcher teaching me which i dun quite understand some parts of it. Maths is worse as i cant understand anything that i have not interacted with before. Ok, lets not talk about maths until i have settled and stabilised my chinese standard. So for now my priority is chinese and i think i will be able to AT LEAST scrap a pass for my Os.
Tmr, or shud i say ltr today, there will be F&N practical and i dun have much confidence in baking a proper muffin although i have all the ingredients i need. Lets hope for the best and that the muffins do not come out chao da. There will also be Sec 1 orientation for my cca.
Okay, i am off to do my compre lest Prema hounds me for my compre. (and i just rmbed there is also situational writing -.-) Zomg G_G man. Cya.
