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My name is Chuz.
Or you could call me Zenn.

I'm a computer & chilli addict :D

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Wut The Fark.

What a beech. Intransigent to the point that one student got violent. I almost did too, but I restrained myself. With her sharp tone and the way she handle things, it came as no surprise that violence became an outlet to release the anger. Spin tales well too, when leong was asked to come in, she said he sat himself on her seat, when it was that SHE asked HIM to sit there due to lack of space. Acting innocent is her forte, and is she good at reasoning or what. Her way that is, which means not listening to what the fuck I want to say. Maybeh its kind of a generation gap or smth, when someone replied to her in an audible voice, not even loud, she said of it of answering back to her. There are still loads of other incidents, but am lazy to type them down. In 90 mins, more than 5 incidents happened. Blah, an apotheosis of a tcher.

Did nth much except to sit in the kitchen and endure the stinging sensation in my eyes caused by the onions. Cca was pretty slack. Finally a day when I can get some badly needed sleep which I have been deprived of from the start of the term. I can foresee a hell of a hectic year in front of me, due to dissatisfaction in my CIP hrs and aim to get an A1 for Leaps. Cant think of shit to do as physical recreation. Suggestions would be gladly entertained.

Changed blog song.

I Love Sleep=)

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Love in aeternum.

Sheesh. Loads of hmwk undone which have to be done today, by hook or by crook. Just the thought of it brings me to the brink of giving up, but not yet, not here, not now. I shall muster every iota of energy and complete them in one shot. Today was an exhausting day, being unable to concentrate due to lack of sleep which is starting to become a daily affair. Today will be no different.

I find debates over the verisimilitude of the afterlife intriguing. Heaven, Hell, Reincarnation or Nothing? I shall take my stand with Reincarnation. Don't ask me why I am thinking of this. It just came across my mind as I was thinking about the future. What's your stand? No insult of any particular religion will be tolerated.

I NEED MORE TIME!

To you with love.

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Slow and Steady.

Geez, didn't expect this short 'hol' to be be so boring, albeit having loads of stuff to do. Ahh hah, rmb I wrote in my previous post that I wanted to do some Photoshopping? Guess what happened to them. I shall provide a clue - it has something got to do with an orang utan. Cant find the ans? Aww too bad. But they wouldn't be here.

Lol, yet another game has surfaced to claim the lives of dozens of thousands of thousands of people. Cabalsea is the name. Tried it myself, I would have been addicted if not for my hardware ability, or the lack thereof. But I have to admit the game would take many ppl captive, making them play the game and ignore all other things. So beware of the Alibaba Virus, which will capture u alive and munch u up a cell by a cell. Wait, that's too slow. Make that... 1 baballion. Yeah great. The only antidote would be to go up to Hema and take a deeeeeep breath. But I bet most ppl would rather die of the virus than to go near her. This is a sample of the virus:


Got loads of new songs recently to listen to. Some of them are like so damn naize. But I cant seem to rmb their names. Woo yeah, the moon is round today. Werewolves on the loose? Gotta go and buy some garlic to ward them off. Argh! I can see the Alibaba Virus coming aft me. Helpppp!

Love you till the end of time.

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Behind You i shall.

Omg. I was late again, and indirectly evaded the attire check. Today's pe wasn't that fun. 2.4km runs just aint my cup of tea. No stamina to last the distance. Hmm, and aft recess was total slacking, truly an exhausting and boring day. Wah, still got loads of stuff undone. Cant sleep even if I wan to.

With Age comes Maturity, but sometimes Age comes alone. Haa, how true. Some ppl at this point of life are still living their life as tho they are still children and talking like the mentally-challenged. With time, the product of their immaturity will show and I shall wonder if they will still be so sanguine.

Shall find time during the wkend break to do some graphic designing. My skills are getting rusty and need a brushing up. Think I will post some products up here. No wet blanket ty.

Moral Support.

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Whiter Than White

Geez, another day wasted to Mr. Procrastination. Shoo! You aint needed here. Words into work, not as easy as it seems to be. Woohoo, new challenge spotted in the horizon. Another nondescript day, but it's getting more and more interesting as the day passes. One example is my Computer Studies coursework. Having to create a website from scratch with nothing but ur brain is a tall mountain to climb, but it's also an scintillating one. Spicey~

Okay, this paragraph is dedicated to Maple. So for those who think that Maple is not worth ur time, kindly skip this paragraph. This forum thread brings back nostalgic memories of the past, when we all were newbs. Some of them are downright funny, with a scintilla of cute-ness in some occasions. Reminiscing about the poignant past invokes tears and laughter. I long to be back in the past, enjoying and fooling around with everyone else. It was a time when being ignorant was not condemned. Ignorance is truly bliss... Alas, time does not backtrack. Those ubiquitous, fond times of us shall remain all but memories, but sweet ones they are. In a flash, everyone are all maturing, even retards, albeit at a much slower pace than others.

Last but not least,
Happy Birthday to Tan Hui Ying!
Angel.

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Fresh Air.

Man, today shall be the last day I can slack before Judgement Day. No more games from today onwards. I shall make full use of today to slack to the fullest. Glory to slackers!

After being stuck in front of the comp for so long, it feels so gratifying to luxuriate in the fresh air outside. Walking along the streets was totally different, and I noticed that going out alone doesn't suck as much as I expected. At least you get to choose whr you wanna go, freedom in a sense. But while it was refreshing, I phailed to accomplish what I intended to do - buy something. Nvm, theres always tomorrow =D

Starting to feel sick to be always stoning in front of the comp, jabbing at buttons and navigating a mouse. Okay, making a mental note to stay away from the comp more often.

I miss you.

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Within grasp.

It has been raining for the past few days, which sucks as wet days dun usually make my days. Wonder what's wrong with the weather system recently. Well, I'll take consolation in that I am still alive despite the word "holidays" being striked out of my dictionary. For me, it's mostly forumming and listening to music for there is nothing much I can do. Homework is taking a backseat for now. I would be so damn dead if I stay this way until the mid year.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=oHg5SJYRHA0. Hema in action.

I shall use the whole of tomorrow to finish up my hmwk and if possible, read a book or two. It will take some time, but I reckon most of them can be finished, which will be a huge load off my back. Argh, so many superfluous tasks undone. Gotta complete them asap to prevent time being wasted in reprisal for procrastinating. Yay, a chance to get up close and personal with maths. Ugh... Perseverance is an essential ingredient needed in the concoction of Success. I shall obtain the other ingredients when things stabilises. Ciao!

You are nothing short of my everything.

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Reinforcements.

Well, today was both an interesting and monotonous day. The motivational workshop was better than what i expected. The "Facing The Giants" excerpt left a deep impression on me, its like the quintessential motivation. And also, I was jolted out from my reverie which I was in from the start of this year, when the coach mentioned the Nursing course, a hugely unpopular path taken by those who have no other routes to Uni. No offence to those taking Nursing, its just not my cup of tea. It shall spur me on to greater heights, to a course that will be of my liking. It was a surprise that I could last 4 hours listening without doing what i do least - sleep.

It was English aft that, during which we had to do a timed paper, which I remotely did not have any interest in doing at that point of time. Nonetheless, I completed all but the summary, which spells G_G for me. At least I had a sense of satisfaction in finding all 15 points, which I rarely do. Went back to sch to take a look at my results, absolutely horrendous is the phrase to describe them. It doesn't matter. I shall surprise everyone, myself included, with my results aft the mid year exams, when I go into study overload.

Upgrading the fishing rod. The time will come when I go out to sea.

My Preciousssss.

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WTF!?

Flat Earth?

Seems like utter rubbish to me. For those with common sense, think if this is logically possible. What's laughable is also that these ppl think that they are living in the movie "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End". How in hell are you going to fall off this world? Their reasoning that we wouldn't fall off is that there is a piteous 150ft tall Ice wall built ard the world. HOHOHO!

And they claimed that NASA and Governments conspired to make us think that the world is round. It made me ROFLOLMAOZHEDONGGENDPLSNOOBKTHXBAI! What the fuck would they gain from it? Money? They bloody hell would earn much more if they prove that the world is flat and save the money used to build rockets and use 'em on something more resourceful like teaching these FE-believers what is a brain.

Oh, and they mentioned that the earth is constantly moving upwards at the speed of 1g (9.8m/s^2) along with every star, sun and moon in the universe. And its faster than the speed of light, feel the wind any1? In their imaginary world which is shown above, they claim that there is day and night, when the sun is always on top of the earth. That's contradicting. Theory? The sun is only 32 miles in diameter. It's getting more and more far fetched eh?

Ok, I shall stop here lest the FE-believers cry(only applicable for those with pea-sized brains, which is the biggest of their kind).

The word "holidays" seem to have been taken out of our lives. Going back to sch almost everyday. Remedials everyday. But everything shall come to an end, altho it's gonna take some time. For now, it's renovation time.

Wait for me.

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Despondence.

Ahhhh~ It should have been an eventful day at the stadium today. It was, but in a negative aspect. I was like looking at how pathetic some of the Red House runners are. Think they were coerced to run, which is like running for the sake of running. I ran in the 4x100m which I believed I fared pretty fairly. We got a 4th which wasn't too bad, tho we could have gotten a 2nd runner-up spot if we pushed abit more. The second race i ran in deserves a paragraph of its own. So here goes:

We lagged behind abit at the start, but we got back as it went on. We were gradually catching up with the 3rd runner and by the time the baton was going to be passed to me, it mysteriously dropped to the ground and it fucking got kicked by a random noob who did not want us to win. And so by the time the baton was picked, we were alr behind everyone and tried to catch up to no avail. That drop of the baton turned the tables on us and we suffered the ignominious fate of obtaining a position which never in my secondary sch life been gotten - L-A-S-T. Fuck it man. And I have been fucking teased about that incident from the time of release.

It's time to get back to sch and do some serious work which require much more commitment than just listening to the teacher drone on in a tone reminiscent of the incessant rain.

And how true of the proverb "It never rains, but it pours." It's like aft I lost the race, I went home and found out that my I.C. was lost. together with some other impt things with sentimental value. Oh well, I will just have to take everything that comes my way.

Currently praying hard that my fever symptoms endure until at least tmr which will enable me to skip 1 day of sch. Adios!

Be brave.

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Revitalised and enlightened.

Fuck. Ostracised from the class in another subject. It's like I am totally in a different class all together. Let's see what subject next I will be in isolation yet again. What's the point of segregating ppl into groups when even if they are separated, they are still the same? But that's just my laziness pulling me down into the abyss of no-future. But when you are down, the only way is up. So, aft a brief visit to hell, I shall slowly but surely emerge from the monster of a pithole unscathed.

Aft days of pondering and mulling over life, I decided to view thing in a positive perspective and change the way I react to certain matters. It is worthless stoning thinking about somethings, when the time can be better utilised to complete tasks and ameliorate any bad spots. So I am back, better and meaner than ever.

Love shall prevail.

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Incomprehensible Confusion.

Woke up roughly 1 hr ago after ard 14 hrs of sleep. Couldn't understand why. Same as other things that are frustrating me aft thinking so hard, yet the answer can't seem to materialise. For one, I wonder if I am a bad person to be with, such that ppl would die from poisoning or stuff like that. Or maybe its in my blood to be like that, destined to be alone. Or maybe I don't count as a person at all, cause I am so imperceptible in some ppl's eyes. Blessed with friends who exchanges greetings, but devoid of one that I can pour my troubles to, and that person would understand. My persona changes according to the person I am with, and also there will always be things that have to be concealed as secrets in the presence of different ppl. It's like having to put on a facade which is totally not the true me. It makes life so vexing.

I shall see what it takes to push me to my limits. For now, I will remain nonchalant. Kudos to the guy who created Life. It sucks truly.

Life is fucked up

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