GG. I think I got a sore throat. Guess it came from eating too much today. Ahh, it sucks to have a feeling that something is lodged in your throat and the stupid thing is that you cant force it down or up. I shall break my personal record of drinking 5 glasses of water.
Man, my F&N coursework is still stuck at decision making. And I have no intention of doing it atm. Laziness is sure hard to kick off. Persistent lil twerp. And it's time to get my ingredients for my prac soon. Hope it doesn't turn out to be a complete fiasco. Oh, and there's also SS to worry about. Damn.
Today was rather iffy. Went to sch for just 1 1/2 hr but due to the SGC, I stayed back till 4+. And when we(me, Jason, Jonathan) went to hand in the self-assessment form, I noticed every class's tray is empty. How conscientious of us. At least I got 1 less burden to worry about.
It has been a long time since I last used Pshop. Shall do some works with it soon. And I was reminded of my CCA's promotion vid. How timely. I shall display 'em on sunday I guess.
Recently, there seems to have an influx of bloggers into the blogosphere. Welcome and have a nice day.
There is a void in my heart. And it's increasing in volume every moment.
My english standard is starting to suck. However much I try to improve, it doesn't seem to get any better. With life being so pragmatic, marks are all that matters. But it cant do any shit but band us into noobs and pros. There is no in-between. If you pass, good for you, fail and go to hell. That's how it is. And I hate it. Sometimes, marks dont tell the whole story. They cant tell you how adept you are at a particular thing. Nor can it prove how much you truly suck at it. It just proves those with or without lifes, studying all day, just to get some blardy numbers on a piece of paper. But there's no winning the system. So, if you cant beat 'em, join 'em. But it will be a reluctant affair.
Rather bemused now, by some interesting news today. But it has got absolutely nth to do with the China earthquake, wherever and whatever it is.
"...the sign in the bus says no smoking, no eating, no littering, but where does it say no talking on the phone?" But talking too loudly is not acceptable, at least to me. So the victim, a China national, got bashed up. No, I am not siding with the perpetrator because I dislike ppl from China, which I dont deny, but becos I felt it was a rational reason to get violent. I noticed China men, most, have loud voices, which makes up part of the reason why I dislike them.
Apparently, some Singaporean company, (Vuestar Technologies) is demanding compensation from websites violating its patented "technology", which coincidentally only sites with a predominant Singaporean audience were targeted. And it's all for putting an image which links to the site's contact information. How ludicrous. I think they are just trying to earn a quick buck from unsuspecting victims. I find it so hilarious. Something that is so common is being claimed to be patented and to the best of my knowledge, I have never seen this company, if you call it one, before. Good luck to it, in collecting the money it was denied of. Hah.
Lmao, this is one funny guy. He is defending against a suit from PM Lee and MM Lee. As I read the report, it was written that his questions were largely irrelevant and without substance. I wouldn't mind going for a comedy show ft. him if I had the time.
I wonder when I will get dengue, at the rate I am being bitten by the mozzies. Maybe my blood is too alluring to resist. But I'd rather get an illness that kills me straight, rather than one that induces a slow, painful death. Speaking of deaths, the earthquake in China didn't make me flinch, nor did I sense any scintilla of pity or indignance in me. Reckon it was because of my aversion to China or that I just cant be bothered.
*A change of skin due to difficulty in navigation. Cant find a btr skin -.-*
Same script, different cast. I see the same things that I had fun over when I was younger, the jubilance and exult of those activities, water spraying, catching, hopscotch, blah blah blah, those days were fun, albeit short. How much life have changed, to the extent that good friends in pri sch ends up as Hi-Bye friends on the streets. Perhaps cos i reneged on my promise that I would go back to pri sch every Teacher's day, only to do something else at the last min. If only something can be done to make up for all the lost time. 2 songs which brings back all the memories and tears.
Graduation-Vitamin C
That's What Friends Are For-Dionne Warwick
And the days of hell shall descend upon us soon, when it is supposed to be a holiday, we have to burn our brains out for half of it, and revise for the other half. I am not exactly looking forward to it, but I would gladly let it pass, for the sake of the final hurdle. Still cant find the sense of urgency in me yet, even at such a crucial time, when the first paper, for most, will be taken in 2 days time. But I feel quite assured that I will pass it, and hopefully clinch a B4.
Good luck to everyone taking the paper. May luck be with you. And me.
Fuck procrastination. I mean it. It's going straight to the bin aft this post. Let the unfinished be finished; undone done; untold told. Today is the day, for me to turn onto the path of enlightenment. Fuck all those who tries to stop me, including those games that I have been playing. At least for now.
*I need to know if my blog is slow-loading. If proved positive, I will have to change a skin.*
So, all those things that I have to do (not in any order) includes: 1) IT Club promotion vid 2) English files and hmwk 3) 4/2 class tee design (I know I'm not from 4/2 but I was asked for a favour from zac.) 4) SS file 5) NYAA 6) Chinese revision*********************** 7) Buy sweets for tmr
That looks like a rather long list eh?
The new "special" group for "special" ppl is imho not gonna work out. When I sat down in class, I had planned to do the mock paper seriously. Just as I started, I was asked to go to the CO rm, whr I am supposed to "study" in a more "conducive" environment. Other than air-con, a teacher(not that he is incompetent), mostly ppl of my calibre, and a different scenery, it's more or less the same. But I totally lost my mood thr. Endured thru 3 hrs of hellish boredom. I would rather study with frens or solo, with the former being a btr choice. If only they would just leave us, or at least me, to our own devices.
I'm feeling real confused right now. It's as if nth is fathomable the more I think of it. Almost as tho there is an invisible barrier separating me from the world. I cant help but feel that it's all a part of life which I have to take it down. And I cant seem to do it.
Your mere presence brings me joy, it just seems to be like that. But when you're gone, it just turns black and white. The more I think, the more perplexed I get. But I cant do anything but keep it all to myself. But it wouldn't stay that way for long. This paradox is driving me nuts.
Rewind back to sec three. All slack and play. Those days were happy. Probably the happiest. Just that I missed out alot cos I was immature then. Regrets are all but regrets. Cant do anything to get back to that time. Can only hope for the best. Seems so helpless.
I need an impetus to get another impetus. A small one will do to start the ball rolling. But there are many factors pushing me back. But I dont care. As long as I get the courage I need, to hell with all other things. It will all end soon... be it good or bad.
Haiz... What luck. Played basketball the day before, and made friends with 4 blisters namely, Bleb, Bulla, Tom and Harry. They were segregated two by two, both on identical locations. And I murdered them ytd. How I regretted it. The remains are so sensitive that it caused me pain before, during and after school, up to this very second.
Freaking limped to sch due to dead blisters, and oh, luck, bad ones, was bestowed on me right when I stepped into sch when a pang of stomache struck me, which left me numb and chilly. And it turned into a bout of diarrhoea which acted as some sort of anaesthetic and made me sleepy, which I couldn't resist. Slept abit in Maths and Chem, and most of the lesson of Geog. More or less recovered aft recess. But I am still limping. Damn.
Woah, mock papers are taking up my life. But I have to do 'em. For if it gets me a pass, or preferably a B, in Chinese, I shall be freed from the grip of Chinese, previously a subject of disinterest.
Mind being bogged down by limitless problems, of which are my cca's promotion vid, F&N coursework, results, maintaining relationships with ppl and studies. I have to find away to solve them all, but the panacea is evading me atm. Don't have the mood to do certain things recently. Gotta wake up from my reverie.
This is madness. Totally. It shall be the first time I ever failed my paper 1. Today's composition was easy to get inspiration. Too easy, to the point that I neglected my Letter Writing. The choices of questions are as follow:
1) School need to talk more to students about environmental issues. Do you agree?(not word for word)
2) Forgot.
3) Write about a time when an act of kindness led you to be rewarded unexpectedly.
4) Regret.
5) Write about the sights and sounds when you were walking to school on a rainy day.
Questions 3 and 4 caught my eye, and I began to contemplate on which one to write. I chose 3, cos it had more potential for content. More potential than what I expected. So I began to path out how to write the whole of my story, which took me about 10 mins. When I had written the story halfway, I realised that it is far too long, and I have two options I can take.
Passion: Continue and don't write Letter Writing. It's all about the love of the compo.
Mission: Cut short the story and proceed to Letter Writing. Maximum marks, minimum enjoyment.
The title of the post alr gave the game away.
So aft thinking for some time, I decided to get on with my compo. Just as I predicted, aft finishing the whole thing, and compiling the 6 pages of paper together, the tcher announced:"Time's up." It wasn't a rash decision on my part. I alr knew the repercussions of what will happen if I choose Passion.
First of all is the flaming by Mdm Prema. Second will be the immediate failure of this paper. Thirdly, it will seem that I am retarded/don't know the structure/sleeping/and all the negative things associated with failing. BUT! I am none of those above.
For it was zeal which got me hooked on the compo. The great satisfaction of completing an essay I consider a masterpiece. (I'll be damned if I don't get at least 23) Once the fire in me takes over, there's no stopping me. Epic example of "the process matters more than the outcome". With that I conclude the end of the paper. Looking forward to getting back the results.
Shall think of how to start with my entry of the Singapore Superhero Contest.
You are the best damn thing my eyes have ever seen.
Lala. These few days were pretty decent, albeit a lil hectic. Still got loads of things undone, and exams unrevised. G_G to maths, though I have the tenacity to study for it, I lack the time. A pity indeed. I could have been able to ace it. But I sure have the confidence to pass english, hopefully without much of a sweat.
The sight of you irks me. Every word of yours are like drops of poison, dripping with malice. A child-like interior is masked conspicuously under the aegis of age. The hatred is mounting; patience thinning. A few more potshots and it's over. For you. Beware. I am still here because of the past, and that is the only thing that is holding me back from snarling. Tread carefully, as you may unknowingly find urself falling into an abyss, never to return...
On a lighter note, I have found a physical activity that allows for me to input into the Nyaa, although I do more of eye practice than the real thing itself. Sucks man, P.E tmr is theory-based. Argh, just got reminded by my brain that I have yet to do my F&N coursework -.- Am I in hell yet?
Happened to chance upon this innovative skin, whose creativity awed me. It takes a real pro at CSS and a plethora of creative juice in his/her mind to be able to come up with a satisfactory skin. Say goodbye to the the moon and welcome the sun~!
Oh, my blog song is a must-listen. NO EXCEPTIONS. It's hidden below the tagbox if you haven't noticed.
Cause you keep me coming back for more And I feel a little better than I did before If I never see your face again, I don't mind Cause we got much further than I thought we'd get tonight
Please feel free to voice out any resentment that anyone has against me. All but the son of Garri, the renowned bullshitter. Free pie for anyone who does!(has to be valid)
Someone stop me. I need some time away from the comp. Anywhere but the comp. All because of
Notice what that circle represent? For those lazy to think, it is likened to the O lvls. And I plan to emulate the liontigercheetah lion, Approaching it with panache and pass through it with aplomb. Yes, it will be a tremendous and challenging feat to accomplish and it will also take a whole lot of effort from me, but I believe it will bring the best out of me. And it starts now...
What a time to update, in the unearthly hours in which most ppl would be sleeping. But it's also a time of peace and serenity, with no one to interrupt the idyllic surroundings. Okay let's continue with the post.
I am currently learning how to play basketball.
Wait.
Stop laughing if you are.
I said STOP.
STOP!
Ok let's not digress. It seems simple enough but I tend to slap the ball to kingdom come rather than to catch it, which Garrison and Kenny kept harping on. And it will remain a habit which will be hard to change. Oh, the reason for wanting to learn? I nid a physical recreation for my Nyaa and also to boost my fitness. But the session proved otherwise. My control, or the lack thereof, makes me either shoot too damn hard or too damn soft when I tried to reduce the force. So more practice there.
Zomg, I predicted a borderline fail, at best, for my paper 1 and a borderline pass, at bestest, for paper 2. Ok let's skip paper 1 since I am renowned for my lack of chinese vocabulary. But I did try my best. But i rue the fact that if question 3 had come out for english composition, I bet I will ace it. Yes, I am THAT confident.
Paper 2 was a case of wastage of time. I was like stuck at the first passage for like 30-45 mins? So that left me with approximately 45 mins left for the rest of the more impt passages. But the 1st passage bangla sia, don't understand head or tail of it. And the consequence was that I failed to complete the last three questions. Ok what's gone is gone. Cross my fingers and hope for a pass.
Uber thirsty today, and when I went down to buy a drink, there was a insect galore I think. Saw a huge grasshopper, huge fly and huge cockroach. Don't worry, I didn't scream like a gay. Gays reading this blog pls don't feel offended. I merely stated gays were like sissies. Oops did I say something? *Ahemsissiesahem*
