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Fly With Me To The Stars
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My name is Chuz.

Or you could call me Zenn.

I'm a computer & chilli addict :D

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Saved by the Kong.
Monday 30 June 2008


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Something Interesting Click it.

Not bad la. Late again. Gotta be breaking the schools record for being late the most amount of time soon. That is if no one is blatantly competing with me by being late on purpose. So so so, was late by like seconds. Thereon, usual procedure, then aft that got a chit-chat with Kong.

It's gonna be banding of English classes soon. Wonder which grp will they put me in. I will bloody flame them if I get into the last one, which I guess the chances of getting in are pretty remote.

Chem is fast becoming my strong subject. But not yet, English still reigns. New topic, easily lapped up. All thanks to my comprehension skillsz0r.

Mr Tan of physics is at it again, his jokes and antics. He was doing taichi in class today. Gotta admit hes a bloody funny guy.

Maths remedial today was rather enjoyable, but extremely brain-wreaking. However, together with 2 noobs beside me, we completed all the shit w/o much of a hassle, at least for me, but I had some careless mistakes in btwn.

Phew. My nyaa is still safe. Still able to hand in tmr with everything in, warts and all. Lifeline provided by Kong. He seems like a good guy. Oh, I am not gay for him as CS is for me, God knows if it is true.

In a moment of stupidity, I del'ed my Pshop font. Obstinacy actually. The font was bloody locked but I still adamantly went for the jugular. Del ftl, but it was too late, knew it only aft I del'ed it. Damn. Not in the mood to do Pshop recently.

Lastly, wishing a junior an extremely enjoyable Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGNES!

Blogged at 7:45 pm


Fucked up day.
Friday 27 June 2008
Argh. Today sucks. Ok let's see. I was late by a few seconds, got a blardy low score for my English oral, got my fingers sandwiched between a door, got hit on the chin by a bottle cap, fucked up my physics test, didn't bring my identification material, fucked up my chinese oral, and god knows what will happen next.

Let's skip the late part. I am always late anw. Not like I want to. Got a nagging from leong.

I had expected my oral marks to be low, but not to the bloody extent of getting a 23/40. What seems docile may not necessarily be so, hence my conclusion that ms lum suck.

So aft recess, I went to 4/3. I turned in via the back door, and someone closed the door, for duno whatever reason, after me. So my thumb and index finger got the experience of being a patty meat for once. So I didn't care too much about it, and went to the front door. There I stood talking, until a hell of an inaccurate missle of a bottlecap blasted my chin. Ok, aft the initial shock I decide to forget it. And kian hwee is one lucky guy. Cos, if he had shot me with the same bottle cap again, I would have wondered if the mass of butchered meat on the ground was him.

Fast forward to physics. The test was badly done, but at least I did what I could. At least not as bad as I expected it would be.

Next up is chinese oral. I was like sitting in the waiting room. Without my IC or ezlink card. So I was thinking whether I could qualify to take the oral. Actually, OCH said I could go home. But sadly when I was packing up, she told me to wait. So, I continued with the oral.

A bag of nerves it was. I believed I flunked it, but who cares. Didn't took very long.

So now I am preparing myself for anything that is going to throw itself at me. Go on. Bring it on. I aint afraid of anything.

Damn today.

Blogged at 4:23 pm


Some slack at last.
Thursday 26 June 2008
Phew, finally able to get some rest. And managed to keep my ears. Because I was afraid the barber would slice it. He is an old man, I have nth against him, it's just that his hands tremble when cutting, so i was fearing for my ears. This is not to insult his haircutting skills, but more of relief for my ears.

Been listening to Vanessa Hudgens's new album recently. Got quite a few which got me hooked.
Kao, imeem hates me.

Still got some others, but imeem doesn't like me, so I cant upload them. Dammit.

I have a feeling I will ace my chemistry for sure. I just have this sense of familiarity with chemistry, with the patterns being so simple for me to understand. Guess the acid carbonate woke me up.

I have yet to receive my english marks. I know I have failed my paper 1 for sure, but I still want to know how much I got. >21 would be the best. But it may not be possible. Argh who cares. I just want my marks!

Guess what. I didn't grow an inch by staying at home and stoning. Dammit man. Still 175cm and 5 cm away from my targeted height. I dont know why, but I lost 5 kgs since the last time I measured. Damn I am more vulnerable to the wind now. Gotta carry some stones with me whenever I go.

Memories relived.

Blogged at 11:49 am


A life of stress.
Tuesday 24 June 2008
It has been rather exhausting these few days. And plenty of work still remain as I struggle with them. Been sleeping late recently. Really late. Which got me into the late streak again. I have absolutely no intention of whiling my time away in the room. Thus, I shall try to keep off the computer a bit by a bit. Every bit counts you see.

Ok, either I am dumb or I dont like to brag about myself. I just cant seem to find anything about myself to write into the SGC, something as impt as my O lvl results. If I were not a perfectionist, I would have wrote pages and pages of bullshit just to ensure a long SGC. Sadly I have to slowly think and write out my NYAA at the same time by digging out the ancient memories at the back of my head. A shovel anyone?

Ok sorry but no peektures today, due to the hectic shedule of mine.

I noticed that 4/4 has pathetic english comprehension skills. I dont deny mine is nowhere near excellence, but the standards of some can make me cringe. And I think our class is damn classic. During today's rehearsal for NYAA, our class was in chaos, with ppl cutting here and there, and totally no coordination in bowing at all. No sense to try and emulate from the others, the most epic class I've been in. But there are good things too, but not the point of this post.

If only this world wasn't so materialistic, life would be much simpler. We wouldn't have to race against time just to work our guts out for some alphabets on pieces of paper. And with just some animals are enough to make ppl content. That is the kind of life I crave for. Rather out of this world.

Happiness always.

Blogged at 9:20 pm


Reality check.
Friday 20 June 2008
It has been days of whiling my time away, with boredom sometimes catching up with me, despite the loads of things that are awaiting my attention. I shall do some work today, but is currently being psycho-ed by Garri to go dota. Not that I want to. I shall go for controlled playing. 1 game for today and that's it.

I dont know why, but I can only do things like Photoshop late late at night, which eats into my sleeping time. I got a feeling I work better at night.

So, I did another colourised workpiece. Today's colour on the menu is...



I esp like the effect of the font. But I am beginning to find the aura abit unsuitable.

Dammit man, installed too many things over the past few days, resulted in a bulky workspace. Gotta go uninstall them sometime soon. Or maybe now, since I am so free.

Running out of things to post. Shall refresh my memory to find out what else is available for posting.

Off to uninstall~ Bye.

Blogged at 10:36 am


Photoshop fever.
Monday 16 June 2008
Whoo! Been in the mood for Photoshopping these few days. It's so satisfying looking at the end product, so nicely done even though it may have taken up alot of time. Ah, and I am still on colours. Today is special, I did 2 colours.


Pretty simple. Took ard half an hr. Learnt some new things with it. Also done in the middle of the night.


Ahh this. Simpler than the previous. I shall admit that this is a bit of a failure, due to the reflection not fully like it. But I love the water droplets. And I hope i got the colour right.

With all these works, I still am a noob in it. What I can learn is more than what I have learnt. So slowly does it. I have billions of years ahead of me.

Been seeing loads of retards recently, to the point that my eyes hurt. Solipsistic, poor english, self-delusional describe these ppl pretty well. And the ability to piss ppl off due to their epic lvl of stupidity. This is one reason why i hate gaming; retards are just so common, but I still play cos the pull is bigger than the push. And when they cant win you in a verbal war, they start to shoot parents. I pity them, and beseech any retard reading my blog, if they know how to navigate away from their pr0n homepage, to wake up from your reverie and realise your own stupidity.

Idiots Ftl.

Blogged at 9:43 am


Interest re-ignited.
Sunday 15 June 2008
Yawn. Did'nt have enough sleep ytd. Sacrificed 2 hrs of my sleep to do up something in Pshop. And I suddenly have this interest to do digital making-up. Seems fun enough. Shall post my result soon enough.




More or less ok to me, except for the words. Lazy to do embedding in the weeeee hrs. Stay tuned for more colour-oriented works.

Nothing earthshaking happened this few days. But I am thinking this is the lull before the storm. To what, I do not know.

Katy Perry is one amazing artist. Ask me for her songs =D Fuckn hell good vocals.

1 more week of freedom before hell approaches.

The smell of freedom.

Blogged at 2:20 pm


Songs galore.
Friday 13 June 2008
The week is coming to an end, somewhat boring, but with some highs here and there.

Listened to 3 artists' albums in the past few days, namely Coldplay, Katy Perry and Lil Wayne. Fell in love immediately with most of Coldplay's songs, took awhile with Katy Perry's and not so much with Lil Wayne's. Rap is just not my cup of tea.





2 of the songs I liked.

Pretty much lost now. Loads of things weighing on my mind.

Gotta start on the hmwk soon, else I have to bring a flame shield to sch.

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What I have been doing in Pshop for 1 hr.

Looks nice enough to me to warrant a place on my desktop.

Somehow, I find that I dont wanna grow up. At all. I just want to stay this way. Forever. But it's not possible.

Blogged at 4:13 pm


Skeleton In My Closet.
Monday 9 June 2008
So, I think friends are the most we can be. But I will still be there for you.

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Someone give me a fucking change of parents. I've seen parents worse than them, but they are starting to piss me off. Yes, I am their child. Yes, they gave birth to me. Yes, they house me. But do I give a fuck? Do they give a fuck? Hell no.

This place is just a place to eat and sleep. Nothing else. Perhaps maybe to be nagged at. I dont get what I want to get. I cant keep what I have. And I certainly cant have things my way.

First off, we communicate via paper. Yes. I write what I want on a piece of paper. The next day, they wake up, see what I want, and give it to me. No questions asked. When they come home, I'll be at the comp, they will go about their stuffs and go to sleep. And some sporadic naggings here and there.

They dont even fucking know my class in school. How's that for parents? God knows when they will forget my name. They are busy, yes. To the extent of not knowing my class? Big NO.

And they begrudge the fact that I spend too much time in front of the comp. Yes, I admit I spend a lot of time on it. But what else can I do with the limited resources on my hands? If they effing gave me money to go out, hell yeah I wouldn't even stay at home for a second. But the thing is they dont. So am I wrong to spend my time in front of the comp?

Guess what they did when I was still awake at 3am in front of the comp. They played hide and seek with me. The object? The plug connected to the monitor, rendering me unable to use the comp. Or so it seemed to them.

Obviously, the genius had to retaliate. When I knew that they brought it to work(how dumb), I switched on the comp and blasted music to spite them. Dont say it's not possible without a monitor. I did it, noobs. Pure memory work.

And this aftnoon, my grandfather, who was not so unreasonably childish, was preaching to me, about how hard it is to earn money and all those nonsense that he thinks I dont understand. I do, in fact I think I know it better than my parents.

2 weeks were gone due to remedials. I am not gonna give the last 2 weeks to my parents. Fight I will. And one day, I will go up to them, stick up my middle finger and say,

DIE MOTHERFUCKERS!

Blogged at 10:49 pm


Home Sweet Home.
Friday 6 June 2008
Phew, didn't think that I would survive thru the F&N camp. It had been a long time since I had fun, and this was undoubtedly fun, but stressing at the same time. You got to have the resolve to sit in front of the comp pretending to like the thing you are doing for approx. a few hrs on end. I dont have to, cos I like F&N, save the Research part, that sucks.

But it so happens that there were a lot of distractions whose temptation I cant resist. Actually I can, but the lust of power got over me. So I went to DotA, with a guilty conscience, and went on a massacre. And I didn't choose the hero lmao.

Aft that, and some games on viwawa, I wrecked havoc using the teacher's comp. I was like playing the Rickroll song and Miss swan. Ok and loads of bullshit. Then the infection spread to the others, and things like dna song and vignesh dancing started appearing.

Then we decided to go for a walk. It seemed perfectly normal, except that it was 3am. So, we walked to the backyard and someone made a ridiculous suggestion to play basketball. 3am! So we trekked down to the court and started shooting, which obviously wasn't easy, considering that we've got night blindness.

Barely 5mins aft, a white figure appeared in the distance. Guess what. We got caught by Mrs Ngoh. No tongue lashing there tho. Then we packed our things and went to the classroom beside the counselling room to sleep.

It sucks there, no resources for us to exploit to play. So the majority went to sleep, with a few left awake. I was one of them, staying awake for a dumb reason; my fuck'n neck. I was like trying to find a hammer the whole night, to no avail. And it still hurts up to this very second.

So it was left with me, Wei ling and Zi loon. ( The 2 musketeer and 1 musketeeress)
Then the musketeeress woke Alger up, and I forgot what happened next, and we waited for the sun to rise.

Went out for breakfast. Went for bball and ponned chem. The tired-ness was so overwhelming that I had to go home for a nap. Lucky I made it back in time for english. Work and more work aft that.

Couldn't stand it and went home at 8+. Came back early this morning in an attempt to finish it-failed. Went for CS coursework, another 3 hrs spent in front of the comp typing.

So here I am, with 2 burdens dropped, feeling light, knowing I can finally sleep well tonight.

Transition from sec 1 to sec 4:
When you were sec 1, while crossing the road, even if you stepped one step on the road while there is a incoming car, you would be happy that you trespassed upon a border.

When you are sec 4, you try to get as near to the car as possible, hoping to get close to the border separating life from death.

I wonder if I still do.

Blogged at 5:38 pm


Dont judge food by its appearance.
Tuesday 3 June 2008
First and foremost, I shall give a big tank-cute you to Tan Hui Ying, for pulling me out of deep shit and also doing loads of sai-kang. I was coerced was forced was threatened was bullied into was held at gunpoint wrote this willingly.

Ok let's get started on my F&N practical today. Let's drool over the dishes I have cooked shall we?


Supposed to be pink.

Dori fillet in pea-mint.

Scrambled eggs.

Chicken salad.

Family Photo.

Yes yes, I know. Control ur saliva please. And I know most of you will be thinking either,"Oh noes! LcM is teh proz0r in teh cooking. Ownz0r me." or "The upcoming of a brilliant chef."

But no. It's not going to happen. Wanna know why? Becos, even tho the food looks superb, the taste is ... uhmm ... "indescribable".

In any case, you wouldn't want to eat it, even if you are deprived of food for like 100000 million years, maybe except for the smoothie.

But it was still a good effort from me nonetheless, so I deserve a round of raucous applause. And an Oscar award for best aesthetically produced dishes of all time.

Oh, and all these did not happen for nth. I had to rush down to Prime mart and NTUC to get some MIA ingredients, and those that couldn't be found, forsaken. Credits to Hui Ying for helping me choose.

I took 30mins more than the allocated time, but i guess it was worth it, except for the tasting part. Yuck.

And I was like walking ard the kitchen looking for my stuff, not aimlessly, until my leg muscles literally almost disintegrated.

So... I guess I am not made out to be an excellent chef. I should try going for a chemist course someday... ACID CARBONATE? Salt+water+carbon dioxide.

Ughh. My palms still smell of mint. So if you were lazy to read the above, today is summed up as a disastrous day. Salvaged by my ingenuity.

Yay, I am soo looking forward to english tmr. Just hope I can at least know my marks for my compo. That would be enough. But it's gonna be hell of a long day, with F&N camp commencing tmr.

NO ONE IS STOPPING ME FROM GETTING MY WINTER MELON!!! I shall prevail as the last survivor!!!

Good luck.

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Let it die.
Sunday 1 June 2008
Forget it. I'll just take it as if I said nth. I'd rather end it quick than to let it drag on. A brand new chapter will begin, aft the demise of the last. Freedom ensues once again, with no restrictions whatsoever. Maybe I should just channel all my efforts towards my ailing studies. It can be a new avenue to re-assess my ideals. No more fretting over trivial stuffs.

Fatigue is overwhelming, due to burning too much midnight oil, not to do impt stuffs, but to game. I was like on the comp for more than 36hrs straight, with breaks of cos. And I only had one hour of sleep, resulting in brain lag. Nonetheless, I still dont feel like going to sleep, maybe until late tonight. I just hope I dont drop dead in front of the comp, aft an intensive period of staring at pixels. And I still have to worry about SS and my F&N prac. Need to sleep. Soon.

Over the past few days, I have come to realise that the internet, or more specifically, games, have a lot of retards lurking under the cloak of anonymity, thinking that it will mask their epic level of stupidity as well. Sadly, no it doesn't. Now go cry to your mama. I wonder how retards come about. Their lack of maturity and, usually, poor english tend to make me laugh my arse off. My class has quite a few too, but I wouldn't name them for fear of hurting their feelings. So I'll just keep it to myself and enjoy a show of klutz.

LcM ftw.

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